RINGGG.. it's GOD and it's for YOU!!!

AA

2006-10-21T13:13:00.000-07:00

hi my name is gelina...ive been drinking alot lately and finally visited 'AA...they talked about how they have a alcohol problem which i don't have so i left AA cuz it was stupid..thats it...just wanted to let it out

cable man.

2006-09-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

i still want to sleep and the cable man's really "intervening." waahah.. nice one. i really hope he wont come today.. its raining outside and i dont think he will. i still want to sleep!!

so stupid. i forgot to wash my "work clothes" y0. now its suffering from the hard blasts of air from our electric fan. wahaha.. oldscho0l. buti may electricfan.. kung wala pota pano na kami.

busted

2006-09-15T00:44:00.000-07:00

wala na..
anne and zel caught me..
so yeah..
i guess the secret's out there.
i ♥ RJ
but
i STILL ♥ JAY.
more
paker.

that's wazzup.

ang gulo ng utak ko!!!!!

2006-09-13T13:19:00.000-07:00

what the hell happened. gusto ko lang naman magkaron ng someone na pwedeng isipin other than HIJK kasi nahihirapan nako sa kanya.. so then this happen and oh em GIE!!! sumobra ata.. parang God gave me more than what i wished for. gusto ko magkaron ng "trip" hindi MABALIW yo. tapos now.. as in right now.. am in this senti phase once more.

PERO EWAN KO..

i don't want to forget JAY. ang tanga pero that's wassup. lol.

GUSTO LANG NAMAN KITANG TITIGAN.

♥

MESS gelina

2006-09-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

am warning you.. uber drama post comin up so bear with me, or just leave. wo0oo.. am a techno trance music person and this past days all i've been listening to are backstreet boys nsync coldplay and vertical horizon. damn what happened?

ever since this hRJk thing happened arghhh i cant help it. super sorry for those who've been putting up with all my hRJk moments. trust me.. even I hate myself for doing that.

whaddya know!!!!

2006-09-08T10:32:00.000-07:00

just got home from staples a few minutes ago. arghh! so frustrating right now.. i have no idea where i put my drawing syllabus.. plus my art history one.. fuck man!!! when we had 0ur house back then y0 i can find everything.. the hell.. now that our space became entirely smaller.. fuck am losing stuff just like that. *snap. so the worse and probably the dumbest part is.. i didnt get the drawing pad duh? the most important stuff in a drawing class.. but i got the pencils tho.. fucking pencils!! i could've gone to the DELI STORE for that. and and and.. since dad was with me.. y0 guess what i bought?? MUTHAFUCKIN SHARPIE"S MANNNN!!! i got the weird colors though since the basic ones are almost everywhere.. yey!!! i cant stop doddle-ing! argghh.. but yeah. i really have to look for that syllabus coz my weird professor will make me leave if i d0nt have my pad on monday.. and i DONT WANT THAT.

*imma be postin stuff here.. like personal shit that only my CHOSEN FRIENDS can know.. so.. yeah.. that's pretty much why i changed the url. yeah. there.

oh back at staple's i saw this guy that lo0ked like PETER GRIFFIN! damn!*starstrucked.

TANGINA!!!!

2006-09-06T13:39:00.000-07:00

yo what the fuck

KINIKILIG AKO NGAYON!

as in the ulitmate butterfly feeling..

DAYUM!

ahhhhhhhh! whatta moment!

bow down gracefully.

2006-08-24T18:25:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah.. we all agree we never get enough of happy times. endings are bummers and sad to say my summer's coming to one. tomorrow is my "go0dbye to summer" party. my one last shot to make it happen so let's hope i wont mess up.

i want to blog but i have nuthing to say. bleh. i saw underrclassman this afternoon. pshhh.. i liked it infairness. since nick cannon lo0ked so damn like my very own "rara" raja bell. (who do think it was shai??) owell.. i have nuthin nice, sensible or even random to say.

why CAN i.. (coz u know am on fire.)

2006-08-18T23:48:00.000-07:00

2:44 in the morning and i feel like wearing sunglasses and lipgloss in our livingro0m with the lights turned off. why am i doing it? why do i feel like doing it? because I CAN. ahhh.. seriously all that "paris talk" on my previous post like 30mins ago's making me feel so AIRY. not airy gassy.. no not like that.. airy as in like "dumb airy" i feel like this 13yr old slutty lo0king skinny gay teenager aspiring carlson kressly. nice goin.

again.. one of those nights where no one calls me up. whatevarr losers. the battery's out and its because of you people who wont even bother hittin me up. that's why my phone died. my phone chose to kill itself than wait for you not so gorgeous people to call me up. tsk tsk.. why are you doin this to me!! its like yer making me feel like am this nonstop "yapper." mind you.. am so not like that.

ahh! no one wants to talk to meeee!! i need more nocturnal friends. hahaha! playin playin..

let's talk paris

2006-08-18T22:43:00.000-07:00

wat's up gorgeous..
oh--my--gosh.. guess what happened to me today. my friend cut my hair and got me freakin bangs. am like.. what the hell bitch.. but whatevarr.. its hott. i dun have "glam shots" yet to let you gorgeous people see , but you have to take my word for it. ITS HOTT.
*oh--my--gosh.. my phone's like so freakin annoying.. i think something's wrong with it cuz i charge it every night but still, that fuckin battery just runs out real effin quick. am like.. THAT'S SO NOT HOTT. oh well so anyway.. tomorrow am gonna be hittin the beach with my family and some other family friends that i've never met but WHATEVARR.. as if i care.. am gonna be minding my own gorgeous business anyway. so.. *flying kiss--see ya later bitches.

LOL vs. HAHA.

2006-08-15T23:24:00.000-07:00

how bored can i be to even say that i miss scho0l? yeah.. i said it. i miss scho0l and all the shit that goes with it.. i miss the scho0l fuss and the bitchy professors.. the gay fabulosity.. the hot people.. the chinese crowd.. the annyoing flip club. all of them! i really need something to do i guess.. something to cram about.. something to keep me up all night to replace this myspace high that i've been goin thru.. o0oooh!!

*i feel like drawing right now right now, as we speak.. but i can't tho.. its way to0 late and if i grab that pen and paper two inches away from me.. i have to be up for it the whole morning. no no no.. i wont. maybe tomorrow.. hope this "inspired-to-draw" thing keeps up till tomorrow afternoon when i wake up. i need SHARPEE MARKERS!!! ahhh!

why am i feeling extra giddy at 2:30 in the morning?? i feel like talking nonstop. sucks to be me right now am telling you.. got no one to talk to.. no one would even bother hittin me up. damn. *hahaha..was that emo or what?! haha.. arrgghhh! my friend hung up 30 mins ago. pshhh.. i wonder.. if i were to write a poem.. how will it turn out? hahaha! like when they say that "what you write reflects on what you feel".. (haha i lied.. no one said that.. i just made it up.) so right now.. i feel like jumping nonstop.. how will my poem be? bouncy? hahaha.. i have to admit am tired of typing "hahaha." i've accepted the idea of that LOL thing. LOL is easier to type.. and plus its easier for the reader to read it. like.. try reading this.. LOL. and this.. HAHAHAHAHA!! what's easier to read? LOL right? see.. LOL all the way. i just dont know what ROFL stands for.. i think its rolls on floor while laughing.. something like that. urgghhh.. yeah ryt.. talk about being realistic.

computer does keep you from sleeping. i argued with a friend before about this.. i told her that computers makes you sleepy since your eyes start to get strained from all the light and stuff.. but no.. i havent even yawned. you know what? there's one thing i hate that i just realized.. its those myspace people with crappy sentimental lovesongs playing on their page. like hellO?? your goal is to make people view your page not shu them away with your lullaby songs. LOL. funny.. like do they actually think other would sing it or say "awww..?" egkaslee. HELL NO.

mann.. it's been a long time since i made an entry this long.. with purely no sense at all. i dont write this way.. i SPEAK this way.. this is me SPEAKING not writing.. hahaha. oops.. i meant LOL.

yer still my numerowww unowwww.

2006-08-07T20:49:00.000-07:00

imma make this thing clear. i've got myspace but hell am NOT addicted. no-no-no.. ra-ra-ra..
i made this one just for my blog. i feel so badd for my blogg.. its like i haven't even glanced at it ever since i had that addicting myspace account. *btw ADD ME UP. shuxx that freakin myspace. i kinda feel guilty coz of my stand about those online friend based shitty websites before. i really am ANTI it. not coz of the idea of makin friends/hookin up/fishing for gossip, but coz i know am gonna fish for news anyway using my sister's account. but then i realized.. owell.. imma fish anyway without an acc0unt. so.. fukc it. i dunno. i just feel like i ate some of my words. hehehe. but for those who think am ho0ked up.. well.. yeah i have to say it is pretty addicting but no.. am not addicted. heck i don't even know what to put in it! damn. but add me up. fuh 'rell.

off the hook.

2006-07-31T14:52:00.000-07:00

suicide is one way of telling God "these things you gave me suck. i quit and am out." it's the dumbest move one can ever think of.

Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's to late, and...

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

The game of life is hard to play
I'm going to lose it anyway
the losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

The only way to win is cheat
and lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

The sword of time will pierce our skins
it doesn't hurt when it begins
but as it works its way on in
the pain grows stronger...watch it grin but...

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'
'Cause suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please
...and you can do the same thing if you please.

am just saying.. problems are always solved and quitting was never the answer. no matter how hell of a problem you have, "outting" yourself would never help you. y0u know your missing out right?

**i didnt make the poem. copya lang yan. hehehe..

deshepshon

2006-07-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

it happens everytime.. whenever i upload something on multiply like the 1st uhh.. let say.. 5 people wh0 looked at it more often than not are either from singapore. malaysia.. thailand..

am not comlaining..

probably they think am one of them.
*am a chicken-adobo type of noypi.

wansapanataym

2006-07-27T01:28:00.000-07:00

once i again.. i dreamt about hijk. there's this hijk thing thats been going on actually for.. uhhh.. how many.. fuck it.. let's see.. uhhh.. 2 yrs and some months right now. shit! how martyr of me.. and just when am clearly not thinking about him no more.. this subconscious thinking of mine.. biglang magwawala y0. the other day i woke up.. well.. confused with a touch of bitterness. hahaha.. *napaka pait ko naman. kasi once again my seasonal hijk moments had come. here-we-go-again stage.. but really i swear i wasnt into him anymore. i dont know whats with but those dreams that has him in it just wont go away.. *pat on the back.. way to go gelins. with the help of my co-drama couch buddies.. ehem ehem.. shai and kriss.. i'am now as we speak.. moving on.. sober for a couple of days from all the ka-dramahans that hijk has to offer .. diba diba.. say niyo.. mismong the day after that dream naka ym ko sha.. psshhh.. the cycle mannn!! pero this time the conversation was purely friendly. friends naman talaga eversince eh. ako lang itong nagpapacute. last night.. nahhh.. none of that happened. this is so0o0o go0d for me.. kakatouch coz while i was as usual chika-ing (hehee.. word.) this to krissy she told me na i sound happy daw. awwww.. chonggg.. "enuhh behhhh.." hehe.. thanx.. this time I AM.

f0otlonggggg...

2006-07-27T00:02:00.000-07:00

i dunnno how to start.. but owell.. *dive!

i just got back in NYC almost a week ago. Cali was fun. i really wasnt even interested on going there but hell.. i kept on picturing me, pushing my grandma's wheelchair with a BITTER face. but no.. none of that happened. so here you go.. the stuff i ♥ about cali..

FREEWAYS
no bad traffic and all smooth sailing freeways are the way to go.. here, urgghhh.. hellish traffic everywhere..

IN-N-OUT
wahah! what else to love about cali but the chibog the comes with it?? why only there?? why not here?? pshhhh.. *bummer.

BROWN MOUNTAINS
hehehe.. i dunno how to call them.. those brown mountains that surround the whole place.. ganda. go0d for photography eks.. *feeling!!!

GRANDPARENTS
ofcourse.. they're the moolah source of that entire vacation so whats not to love?? and plus my grandma's wardrobe is like the IN thing right now.. VINTAGE. heheh..

BRICKLYN
my drew barrymore of a cousin. i remember her telling me how she wished she had balls so she could play with them while in the pool. g0 cuz!

but you see.. even if cali offers these things.. it still wont compare to the fast paced almost no-time-for-drama environment of new york.. everything's like.. *bo0m bo0m bo0m.. (fast) humiddd.. and amazinggg.. wala ren.. i still ♥ NY.

just minutes ago.. we CHIBS/TAPSILOG were planning on our ultimate trip evarrr.. these are countries where you could probably catch us 5 to 8 years from now.. hehehe..

SPAIN FRANCE MEXICO BRAZIL JAPAN LONDON PORTUGAL
ITALY EGYPT AUSTRALIA and HAWAII *see ya there!

recently downloaded songgggs:
BLUE-if you come back
BLUE-best in me
DONNA CRUZ-lapag tumibok ang ♥
WILSON PHILLIPS-you're inlove (bago gumawa ng issue i reccomend you to listen FIRST.)
INOJ-moving on

ronnie ♥

2006-07-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

ME SHAI and KRIS we are the RONNIE (what ryhmes with ronnie??) the RONNIE BUNNIES!

superrrr lame-o d0es it again.

2006-06-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

ito talga all out na. naiinis ako! n0 smiley can c0mpare to what am feelinggg!!! s0brang nakakagigil na ang sarap sumigaw na arghhh! ewan!!! <---- i even feel stupid for typing "ewan" since alam na alam ko naman talaga kung bakit ako badtrip.. di ko lang masabi ng matino kaya sinulat ko ewan. i feel like.. tearing the house d0wn!!!! (ala kelly clarkson-since you've been gone video. hehe..)

"burn this mothafucka d0wn! burn this mothafuckahhhh DOWNNNN!!!!!" -anthony anderson; harold and kumar go to white castle.

ganito kasi yun...

eto ah.. una yung adobe photoshop shit na yan.. cge hulihin nyo ko.. but whatever.. i dont have the mo0lah to get the real deal.. so ginagwa ko DL nlng using limewire. nakakainis kasi puiro nalang ako install delete install delete kasi the first one made our pc superrrrrr dem0nyo. sobrang bagal na napaka-dali maghang.. so even though madami nako nainstall na brush.. i made the ultimate sacrifice.. i had to delete the program. so yun.. DL nlng uli.. kaso yung iba.. bawal kasi yung 3--day grace period expired na daw.. ayos ah. di ko pa nga nagagamit. basta so yun.. UNTIL NOW.. nag DL pren ako. wala kong pambili noh.. what can i d0.. pshhh..

eto pa.. superrr college.. pucha. kainis. yun lang.. having to explain it will only make me gelatine-ish.. (emotion wise.. yuck arte! ano ba yun.. hirap naman nun. badtrip na nga damdaming jelly-ace pa.) basta lam nyo na yun!! aking mga avid readers. yessss.. (am on a roll!)

parang di ako badtrip noh? hirit pa ko ng "am on a roll" eh. well KALA NYO LANG! BATRIP TALAGA KO!

plus.. the fact na wala na kong digicam. kasalanan ko ba?? HINDI!!! naman.. *na-huhulk nako eh.. unti unti na nasisira damit ko.. nagiging green.. arghhhhh!!

wala pa.. di pa tapos.. late last night.. (haha.. linya ng kanta.) kausap ko si krissy.. and si shai.. wala na si shai.. bigla nalang natanggal yung isang screw ng phone ko. since de-flip.. super takot ko na baka makalas sha.. magkapira-piraso.. (naiinis ako kasi kung babasahin parang ang benta pa.. pramis benta talaga kaso sakin nangyari.. badtrip! ang hirap tumawa eh.) so.. nagfeeling akong ibalik yung screw.. nabalik ko naman.. take note: HABANG MAY KAUSAP SA PHONE. so the "FUN" went on.. tapos nung ibababa ko na.. e di shempre kelngan ko na i-flip yung phone.. ang labo.. di sha umilaw.. so ang weird kala ko lowbatt.. pero super positive no since di naman sha nagllowbatt sound. basta.. lahat ng haka-haka.. kuro-kuro.. hula-hula.. baka sakali.. one thing lead to another.. and to my superrrr disappointment. SIRA PHONE KO. (ang slow eh noh?) yung LCD yung sira. wala akong makita.. BULAG sha. kainis pa kasi just now may nagtext sken.. nakabukas pala yung phone ko.. see? di ko man lang alam.. malay ko ba. eh wala akong makita.. tumunog phone ko.. MAY NAGTEXT! di ko naman alam kung sino.. haaayyy.. isa lang solution para dito eh.. TRABAHO. naman.. i-hire nyo na kasi ako eh! what's wrong with me?? am completely normal.. and harmless.. baket ba....

what can i say?? my MALAS status is UP THE LADDER.

*all out tagalog to better "gets?"-ing my rants.

DAMN BRO!

2006-06-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

Staten Island Philippine-American group's JOSE ANTON CIRIARCRUZ (11) steals the ball from road runner's Daniel Navarro (3) during Nike Summer Basketball League 12 and under basketball action yesterday at Cloves Lake Park.
(ang napakalupet na caption.)

San pa tayong lahat? wala.. mashado akong can't get over this. Malupet lang talaga si bro. Baller. I feel superrr bad for the spanish kid. pagkakataong ma-jaryo sa ganyan pa. Today is my little bro's 12th birthday.

How galante can God get?
super lupet gift fr0m the heavens.
♥

damn BO! ♥

2006-06-13T10:57:00.000-07:00

krissy's BO. ♥

h0w lucky y0! actually meeting the only person in your "who i like to meet" part in your myspace. psssshhhhhh..
whatta dream come true!
krissy.. while you were over there with BO i was over here.. sleeping..
but promise that special moment you had with him..
i felt it rin..
*a-d0e-b0e.

*feel the rush.
kiss your crush.

notice how many "likes" i typed. 3

2006-06-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

i feel so0oo0o sad.
ok.
so i can't explain this fucked up feeling that just
drags myself DOWN.
just feel so weird.
this incomplete feeling.
like i feel like i need something to perk me up.
uhhhh.. gets?
i don't know. don't ask me what i want..
even i dont know.
what is this????
feel like i'm in this really depressing state.
wahah! i try to laugh.. but
to no avail y0.
(nice.. avail. wo0o.. iight. that kinda woke me up.)
back to sadness. urghh! what is this..

shit dude. ♥

2006-06-07T19:13:00.000-07:00

Cartman: Don't call me fat, you fucking Jew!
Mr. Garrison: Eric, did you just say the F-word?
Cartman: Jew?
Kyle: No, he's talking about "fuck". You can't say "fuck" in school, you fucking fat ass!
Mr. Garrison: Kyle!
Cartman: Why the fuck not?
Mr. Garrison: Eric!
Stan: Dude, you just said "fuck" again!
Mr. Garrison: Stanley!
Kenny: Fuck!
Cartman: Kenny!
Cartman: What's the big deal? It doesn't hurt anybody. Fuck-!@#$-fuck-fuck-fuck.
Mr. Garrison: How would you like to go see the school counselor?
Cartman: How would you like to suck my balls?
Mr. Garrison: What did you say?
Cartman: I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Actually, what I said was...
[picks up a megaphone]
Cartman: HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO SUCK MY BALLS, MR. GARRISON?
Stan: Holy shit, dude.

you can never UNDO.

2006-06-05T12:13:00.000-07:00

just 2 weeks ago when i wrote about how i felt so relieved that finally my parents allowed me to change my major.. just 2 weeks of excitment and anticipation for the coming semester.

what now?

my mom and i had the "talk" once again. we talked about school and what class am gonna have.. not in an "okay" mode. it was more like "i wanna take back what i said and still insist you take nursing" mode. promise.. that time.. lumuha ang bida. job job job.. yeah.. i clearly understand. she's worried that if i continue my digital art (continue.. as if i ever started it. just 2 weeks ago mann..) i might have a tough time looking for some job. job job job.. that if i go on to nursing.. hospitals would be fighting over my drop dead shitty being. i dunno.. wanna know what i think?? i live in fukcin NYC the ultimate trabaho mecca. even illegal immigrants get jobs so what are the chances that i get a decent one? hello?? as if computers and digital stuffs were just invented yesterday for people not to know them. nay naman.

so bottomline.. binabawi niya sinabi niya dati.
(akala ko ba ok na? ayaw magpatalo ng malupet na kaaway.)

i told her what the "rules" were and how it all went.. until i slipped and told her that i can go transfer to another scho0l.. blahblah.. *estupida i know. now, she wants me to go check out other colleges.

wala.. do or die eh.
so pano toh?
tangina. i don't know. dad help me.

pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.
–Grey’s Anatomy

living the lamest life.

2006-06-01T10:56:00.000-07:00

so far summer is bumming me out. It's boring, humid and still boring. Because of that, I spend countless hours of surfing the net. I'm done with my blog and all the stuff that had to go with it.. what will be my next step? work? i have to.. but other than that.. myspace? o0oooo0oohh.. making my own account will be one major step for me. i still don't know.

i saw xmenIII and the davinci code last tuesday. whatever.
amazed by xmen, stucked up thanks to tom hanks. i didn't like it. the book's 1 million times better.

now the only thing i really need to do is look for a job. i really need one! something.. anything that would pay me to work for them. honestly.. i dont think i can stand working in fo0d places.. but hell.. who am i to complain. wala pa kong pera.. so anything legal is ok.
make it work work make it work!

people say best friends will trade you
the icky purple popsicle for the yummy
pink one, but my best friend just says
" fuck you, eat the damn thing ."

ang gaan.

2006-05-28T23:47:00.000-07:00

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said & done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, & in a flash they're gone.
* The Notebook *

madiket. anlagket. di na sha pa***t♥

2006-05-26T00:25:00.000-07:00

sticky sticky sticky ♥

i have this superrrrr "get along with" ym buddy and for me he looks okay..
but then he used this so0ooo0oo pogi picture of him one day.
so i told him he's so0oo hot
that feeling to hide i cannot..
and as of now he's the most pogi person on my ym list.

now everytime he goes online and his name appears on my "favorites" list.. ahhh! it would take me much more time staring at his pic compared before. hehehe.. (yah.. he's now on my "favorites" rather than the "pang-emergency" one.)
and if i just had that tacky attitude and ask him if he could send his pic to me.. waw. (that takes a lot power.) i'll let all of you see it.
krissy i think you know who he is.. i really think you do..

Dinosaurs had their chance to rule the world...
& yes, they blew it.

it's so on..

2006-05-23T00:05:00.000-07:00

nervous, i walked up to my mom and told her how i really felt.. i finally had the guts to tell her how much i want to change my major. (ok.. i didnt have the guts.. i never had any when it comes to my parents. but still.. whatever u call it.. guts, adrenaline rush, fighting spirit?, drive, power? i had it that time.) blah blah blah.. digital art.. blah blah blah.. silence. awkward moments.. blah blah blah.. i dont know how to explain it in detail.. i have to tell u the WHOLE story for you to really know the "juice" (wlangyang yan.. may juice pa ko oh!) bottomline.. popsie saves the day.. am changing my major to digital art next semester. nursing ain't everything.. so what if would never be one? fuck it. go0dluck to nursing students.

oh my gosh! my DIRK nowitski and STEVIE nash and my RAJA won today! go0dluck on the western conference.. i wont ro0t on a team this time. i dunno.. *compyushed

ok.. i know i can be just "full of it" at times but oh my.. no words can really really explain how much I despise (naks.. my vocab's UP THE LADDER!) madrama people! fine. i wasnt able to talk to you. and i enjoy using the pc more than listening to yer monotonous (naks..) voice BUT STILL that doesnt mean you have to be all fucked up about it. sorry ah..

♥ and we have what other girls are missing.
They beg to shine, and we naturally glisten ♥

i feel bad for our pc ink.

2006-05-03T15:23:00.000-07:00

today, Rogers officially WITHDREW me from her fuckin class. i woke up early to make sure i finish all the things she needed for our class today, the work cited page and our rough draft introduction of our persuasive essay heck- i was even the second one that came to class. i was outside the ro0m buying soda, when i saw her.. i even waved hi. (tae nagpagudshot pa ko.) then when i was about to come in.. she came out and talked to me privately AGAIN. Then she just fucked me up. She said she was sorry for not telling me EARLIER that i'm only allowed to be absent 6 times. then when she checked JUST TODAY, she found out that i've been out for 7 blah blah blah.. 3 sorries and a thousand times of bullshit. eh sana dinabi mo sken ng maaga para di ko na pinaghirapan yung intro at di na sumakit ang ulo ko kakaresearch noh??

I just wanna bring you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna bring you down so badly
In the WORST way

makedamnsure-taking back sunday.

kenny ROGERS oh so chicken.

2006-05-02T08:55:00.000-07:00

to0 many early nights' sleep.. i can't can't can't help it anymore more more more.. i know its because of my nba playoffs watching. all the games end up at 1-ish am.. and with my eyes superrr strained and tired= knocked-out gelins. :(

again.. i can't can't can't skip english101 no more. rogers talked to me yesterday. tsk tsk.. and plus she asked me why i was always out.. urrghhh.. ofcourse i told her the ultimate excuse.. i'm sick.. how many "cornered" people were able to use that.. haaayy.. count me in. tsk.. tsk.. if only i can tell her.. "fuck you fuckin fucker.. hello?? i cant stand yer fuckin class that's fuckin why!" (easy lang.. hehe. wo0osahh..)

ANYWAY.. i adopted a pink tiger! i got it from anna banana's blog. hehehe.. i named her after my math classmate last semester.. my "break buddy" haaaayy.. she told me my name's hot so because of that.. here! i named my ad0pted pet after her.. aww.. priya priya priya priya..

my song today..

'Cuz we don't believe
That they're gonna get away from the summer
But you and I will never die
The world's still spinning around we don't know why
Why-why-why-why-i-i
champagne cupernova-oasis

superr (bitter)sweet nineteen.

2006-04-26T12:49:00.000-07:00

all this hecticness has really taken me away from bed. i need sleep and i need free time. confusing senseless scho0lwork has really gotten the slackoff "gelins," that i nearly forgot my birthday's coming.. whatever.. exaggeration. but still.. i know its coming.. i just didn't realize that it's really drawing near. real near.

mommy: so whaddya want fo yer birthday? (yuck.. imagine me with a gengstuh family..)
gelins: uhhh?? 'y0 moms.. i still aint got no clue yo.. i dunno.. (y0.. but still though.. u got to hand me the cash.. )
*yak ah.. i don't want to wake up wearing an oversized tupac or biggie shirt.

if you really want to know what i really want for this year, (can you smell the nearing drama?) i want my parents to allow me to shift my major. promise. that's it and am go0d, plus my birthday money, and plus people to really straight-up lie to my face and tell me how much they miss me and greet me happybirthday. right?

i gets you.

2006-04-26T09:20:00.000-07:00

i love wednesdays.. my class starts at 6:15 and ends at 7:40pm.. then am out.. am free the whole afternoon giving me precious time to cram. sleep.. watch tv.. ym.. and sometimes study.. and plus wednesday marks the half of the whole scho0l week.. so.. wednesdays make you feel like the weekends' finally coming..

maluluha-luha't pa-singhot-singhot na nagttype.. (*allergy attack.-pr0mise.. i just went out for an hr. and just like that am sneezing and my eyes are watery.. crap.)

a part of me wants to erase you from my past
but another part of me still wants u in my future.
~*((shit.))*~

krissy showed me that quote.. watebs noh! oo nah tinatamaan na ko! nako nman..

booty booty booty booty rockin everywhere.

2006-04-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

so spring break's over and sad to say my _______ (adjective) ass is back at queensborough. (*sigh)

i spent my break with my ________ (adjective) ass at home for most of my days.. at anne's house and at the mall. but even if my spring break was miles away far from the beach, fr0m almost naked people and bo0ze.. it was still.. uhh. okay.
yesterday i managed to diss my 2 classes and went straight to lia's house.. oh my.. her pad was the real tambay mecca. small, mirror-filled, chibog-infested,fluffy-pillowed, flat screen tv-ed and apple ibook-ed. hehehe.. astig. my _________ (adjective) ass can definitely stay there anytime.

ay ay ay!!! i just have to let this out.. i know this will sound so0o bad but pls.. understand. and appreciate. am being really kind. ok ok.. friend, y0.. i saw this super lame crap on the net and yer "man" was there.. what has gotten in to you?? i know even beofre you really got a weird basis of a persons "attractiveness" pero pare.. this is just crossing the line. he's passed his way down from whack to lame to loser to jologs to pathetic dude. peace.

polysaccharides..lipids..proteins..GELINS.

2006-04-14T00:29:00.000-07:00

my biology reviewer/do0dle area/scratch paper.
thank God am d0ne with it..
(thanx God.)

my 0wn pod.

2006-04-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

i want t0 do change my entire blog. from the backgrgound to my blog's color scheme.. tag.. everything.. it needs some changing.. major change. am getting sick of pink and white. hehe.. not me. and plus! my superhero drawings! promise i will finish it.. here are some stuff.

anne gave me these.. 99c! hahaha.. atlast.. a place to put some of my stuff.. haaayy.. my current colors.

total mess.. but i like my stuff messy.. disorganized.. trashy-ish.. hehehe..

REINDEER-PANDA LUV.

i wasnt made for study purposes.. but hell.. deal with it ryt? my BIO bo0k..hell has its own ways of pagpaparamdam.

metrocard is ♥.

things cant be perfect
All the time that I know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go.

breathe stretch shake LET IT GO.

2006-03-22T22:09:00.000-08:00

i've found out something so0o bad..
really really bad..
sorry i cant post it here..
if u ask me.. i promise i'll tell u
not that i want everyone to know..
i just really have to let it out..
superrrr sad right now.

nakakaulol na bagay.

2006-03-22T11:42:00.000-08:00

birds of the same feathers.. fukc together. hah! no it's not bastos.. i just d0nt like those creatures.. everr! those small tubby dirty grayish bummish pigeons.. and those third-class br0wn swans? they're like those big ducks.. swan-like but dirty.. hate them! since the temperature's goin up.. those stupid birds kept popping out everywhere.. they're like sluts in summer time.. oh so manny of them. hahaha!

atlast.. MONSTER WEEK IS OVER! done with the in-class writing.. uhh.. i really suck at that whole essay writing thing.. promise. plus the bio exam's done! haaay..brain damaging. nakakaulol.

haven't uploaded crap on my multiply since those nu yr. pictures. 3months.. i still log on but just to see if i have invites or messages.. whatever. what am ranting about is.. that mulitply is so0oo stupid. ok.. thay have this rule that u can no longer add people if u got 150 contacts or more.. so if i have to add some people, i have to delete some of my contacts--those people who i dont know.. so i could add the ones that i DO know.. they say that their site isnt about having the most c0ntacts whatever.. its about keeping in touch with your frineds.. blah blah blah.. naman.. i dunno.. am just not for it. so what if am THAT friendly/popular? deal with it! hahaha!! peace..

blog readers: (yeah am talking to 2-4 people.. hahaha!) pls. d0n't take some of my posts seriously.. di ako kilala.. hehehe..

trif0ots..

2006-03-13T22:44:00.000-08:00

to my kapwa superheroes..
i made our costume aredi.. then when i was about to post it here, ang panget nya lumabas.. basta.. i didn't like it.. so am just gonna make one again.. ok?? and plus its not in color.. and it was drawn on blue ink.. panget nman nun. ok?? hehehe..*snap! teleport! (am gone..)

tr0phies and cheat notes.

2006-03-05T21:34:00.000-08:00

last Saturday the whole family attended my brother's awards night thing. earlier that day, they lost the playoffs, but it was all good. my brother lo0ks like he got beaten up after the game though.. major bruises pare. those black kids play so rough. fuckers. ANYWAY.. so we attended the awarding ceremony, and i was so sure my brother's getting the mvp trophy.. duh??! hehe.. yup he's so0o go0d. so there.. he got it.. the other trophy in the pic was the one from last yr. hehe.. lalang.. we thought it would make him superrrr hardc0re with both trophies. HAHA!

after all the study nights and cram moments.. yey! am half-way done.. well not really since i still have lab quizzes on friday and a bio exam next thursday but what the hell.. i HAVE to blog.

speaking of my psych exam.. urgghh.. i hate my seatmate.. she kept on asking me stuff during the test.. duh??!! how stupid. she made cheat notes and she wont even use them. and plus the way she marks the questionnaire was so huge the i can see them even if i really tried hard not to look at it. hehehe.. hate that.. pero astig.. i got the answers for the tricky questions from her.. sana lang her cheat notes were correct.

*i missed my blog's 1st yr. last january 2. tsk tsk..

i to0k this girl-boy quiz weeks ago and it has been bumming around here on my blog as a draft ever since.. exagge!! i can't believe this.. just when i thought I was in my girliest everr..

You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

extra gentle.

2006-02-27T09:25:00.000-08:00

s0 stupid to cut my nails last night when i know that the next day am gonna play volleyball. i suck when it comes to nailcutters.. argghh!! so i played with my nails cut to0 short. damn pare! my left middle finger got a cut somwhere under my nail.. gets? dun. i only felt it after my 2 hr. period and it was already bleeding. naman.. so know, am typing major slow and punching the keys extra gentle. haaaayyy.. aray.

am working on a new background so by next month my bl0g would lo0k new again. tssss.. whareber. ♥

biology kills.

2006-02-23T08:26:00.000-08:00

4 silent treated days for me and we're ok. those 4 days we're the worse ever. i can't watch tv the "normal" way since it felt really awkward not having to laugh when something's funny.. or say sumthing when someone did something really stupid (oh cmon you know how benta "family guy" is.) ma-comment pa man din ako.. so there.. me and p0psie finally talked.. and yun! he got a new phone.. so he gave me the other one. ayos lng. yey! communication!! AGAIN!

i suffer from kinda.. sorta.. short term memory loss? since the classes i take really need INTENSE memorization.. (bio..psych..) sometimes i dunno if this really happens, but it seems that with every note a memorize, i forget a small tini wini detail.. so my question.. how do you study?? as in study and remember without memorization?? i don't trust my memory with JUSTreading, but will you still remeber lessons even if you JUST read? haaayy.. basta ako the primitibo way. MEMORIZE. last night was the worse study moment EVER! biology kills. subra ba.

oh dear..

2006-02-16T23:19:00.000-08:00

i lost my phone.. i really don't want to get into details.. i just lost it. arrggghh.. well i guess the saying "u dont know what u got till it's gone" h0lds so true.. i miss my phone. ♥ i wont be able to post stuff these coming days.. i have to live a nerd's life since 1st excams are coming.. tsk tsk.. later.

ps.
h0ld on to yer phone.. ugghh.. so annoying the fact that i lost it.
:(

Vday aint ME-day. ♥

2006-02-12T23:11:00.000-08:00

mad depressing. so why's there such a day for couples? tsk tsk.. Lifeless people that can't get enough of shoving shit up on loveless people's.. behind. (hah! behind.) oh how media works. on the internet, valentine ic0ns.. hallmark cards.. ballo0ns.. fucking russel st0ver chocolates.. (nako.. don't buy those.. it doesnt taste go0d.) valentines is the only day where i get sick of seeing RED. the day when couples get resto, hotel and MOTEL (hehehe..) reservations, and when every rite-aid and duane reade store is bursting with yucky hearts. like when do you think will single people anticipate V day? uhh.. never?? and plus the fact that it landed on a Tuesday. like can it be any worse.. you mean i have to go out and interact with my fellow ka-organism? during Vday? if it landed on a Sunday. or a Saturday.. it would be better since all i have to do is stay home. but do you think am just OA-ing? like maybe it won't be THAT sad after all? haaaayy..

c0fibeanster. f0'shinster.. ♥

2006-02-08T12:42:00.000-08:00

c0fibean's site.. is the ultimate site where all the p0or callcenter people (po0r meaning kawawa not po0r as in financially.. just making sure..) are being "slaine" by his gay-ish language.. i have no idea if he's real, but most likely he aint. He probably is just one b0red "katutub0" himself. having been able to read his entry for the first time, with all his "ubers" and "o0zing kagwapohan" and "bob0 orcs" statements, urgghhhh! he kinda reminded me of a friend.. hahaha.. yeah! i was annoyed at first but that annoying entry made me go back and read his previous post. astig pala sha.. He reminded me of my friend back in Manila. mayabang at puno ng kahamb0gan, but then laughtrip. (uhh.. nonsense?) so there.. it all goes down to this one.. BOO YOU--YOU BOBO ORCS! COFIBEAN IS SO0o0 O0ZING WITH KA-HARDCORE-AN.. ♥

c0fibean's place.

cheapness kills.

2006-01-30T12:05:00.000-08:00

the 99c store.. they have everything from sodas to chips, figurines and toys, and some other random stuff. it may seem inviting to buy from this store at first but oh no don't you dare! am not advocating people NOT to buy from it but hell just be sure that being cheap is not the greatest thing ever. so i bought these colored pencils a week ago for 99c. you know i think i have this addiction for markers and all those artsy stuff.. i buy colored pencils, markers, beads.. all those stuff whenever i can since i know that someday they would come in handy.. whatever. i dont really use them, i buy them just to have them. ♥ so thinking that what i got was a real bargain i felt really.. "accomplished" (whatever.. don't know how to explain that feeling of thinking you had out scored someone.."o0ohh whatta loser" feeling gets?) haayy.. it turned out that what i got was the most dysfunctional art material EVER! as i was looking at the pencils, i first notice that there where to many shades of purple and not a single shade close to red. error. then when i was using it, oh gosh.. the "brown" that i was using turned out to be RED. surprise! urgghh.. i then learned that cheapness is not that way to go. have fin splurgin!♥

slowly.. slowly.. HOOOHA! tententenen.. ♥

2006-01-23T23:18:00.000-08:00

staying home for more than a month is so drop dead frustrating that you actually feel like you've done everything when really, you were just tired of doing nothing. BEING A BUM IS THE HARDEST JOB. i've been to almost every site that i can reach, got hooked-up with online gaming, (gaming? uhh.. word?) ad0be PS7 (again..) urgghh.. i don't even know where to go anymore. oprah, tyra show, issac, sp0ngebob, jimmyneutron, fairlyodd parents, ahhh! everything.. i've seen it all.. maliit na nga mata pinapalabo pa. whatever.. so then i went to candy forums and there were quotes, quotes and more quotes. quotes for everyone.. haaayy.. i never knew i would so0n get over love quotes.. i remember the first time recieving one, take note TAGALOG AH.. shucks! tagos all the way to my bones and out my body. hahaha.. i dunno what's with those tagalog quotes.. for some reason they stab you more than the english ones. before i left manila i just had to erase them all coz for me those "special conversations" are worth keeping than mushy quotes that make you go "aww.." sometimes u just can't take it anymore.. to0 much drama. tsk tsk..

lam mo
dati
umiyak ako..
sabi mo,
" tama na, anD2 naman ako eh..
d kita iiwan.."
pero,
bat ngayon..
umiyak na naman ako,
sabi mo:
"tama na..
makakalimutan mo rin ako."

see what i mean?? tks tsk.. st0p this.

out g0es the pen. ♥

2006-01-21T09:25:00.000-08:00

my first successful background change. i did it with PS7.. so co0l. yesterday i had one of those "guilty-hate-the-world-but-happy" moments. my momsie was red hot bo0ming with anger. hah! it was fun. *devil laugh.. bwahahahah! she g0t mad since she caught me slacking off watching tv. whatever. as if i always d0 that.. *uhh.. liar?? hahaha.. so yeah.. she made me..wash and wipe and arrange almost everything. plus she made me vaccum.. urgghh! if there's one thing i learned that day.. its not to turn up the volume THAT loud and wake her up.. tsk tsk.. no way h0-zey.. haha.. so her never ending sermon really affected me that much i actually do0dled! yey! she made me draw again! ♥ t0 you momsie! here it is.. hahaha.. epekto ng nagkukunwa-kunwariang busy.

nuthin really.

2006-01-15T00:05:00.000-08:00

i know by n0w you probably think am such an idiotic chico. whatever. here's some of my brain farts. (brain farts?? nakuha ko sayo toh shai!) A go0d reference if ever your'e d0ing a little research about ME. hah!

You're A Crazy Drunk

When you drink, you get wrecked - and it ain't pretty.

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

Your Birthdate: May 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.
You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.
Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.
You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.

Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility

Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic

Your power color: Pine green

Your power symbol: Circle

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Snickers

Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

the HeLL? i don't even get UNTIL NOW what EMO is.. malabo.. i just don't get why they have to put on eyeliner.. maybe not all of them.. but there are guys that put them on.. haaayy.. and plus emo people always lo0k.. sad? am not sad..

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average

Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

so what does this mean?? am i slow? shit.. i guess yeah since a simple analysis of what i know seem so hard for me to comprehend. hah! ano daw yung exceptional?? way blurry..

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

oh my Gosh..hah!! am on fire!! *tsss..

and lastly..

Your Fortune Is

Baby conceived on back seat of car with automatic transmission grow up to be shiftless bastard.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

yeah.. i always keep this in mind. DUHH..

d0n't flick the pic.(xy..)

2006-01-03T20:32:00.000-08:00

girls were treated "princesses" while boys pretended to be almost everything they see on tv. parents used to snuck their children to bed by reading them stories.. but no not me! (wtf, am i speaking in ryhmes?? pweh..pweh..pweh..) so there, i never ever found out what happened to alice and i have no idea what bambi's pr0blem is, (there y0u go another ryhme!) i never saw Beauty and the Beast until i was alm0st in my 11th gr. (it sucks..) and i don't remember stuff about ariel either.. BUT.. (yeah.. i have a but.. and its a big one..) i D0 know what happened to Peter and the Lost boys..

i love Peter Pan eversince i was a kid.. english or tagalog version! hah!! i used to pretend i was tinker bell then.. and now my friends.. history repeats itself! (labo.) yeah.. again, i have the whole tinkerbell thing going on, and its such a THRILL! hehehe..

haaayy.. t0day was "shut the hell up day" at home. i dunno.. i just don't feel like talking to my dad. i dunno what's gotten into him but all of a sudden he just turned from this "super hero dad" to a "super villain? dad?" (am so0o lame at this.) To0 bad i wasn't able to share my emoti0ns when the rockets won againsts the wizards after a 5-game losing streak. :(

to "anonymous" (yihee.. special mention..) you know who you are.. thanx f0r taking time posting comments.. have no idea my entries are worthy of other readers' comments. hehe.. all i know is si SHAI (ui special mention.. *smile..ü) lang ang nagbabasa ng blog ko. hahaha!

read and learn.

2005-12-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

last day of the year.. lo0king back on the year that was.. (naks..) i would say.. that things have been much better than the last one. 2005 was s0 "gastos-studded." that as of today, all that's left in my red beaded watermelon wallet (i got it in chinatown. 5$) is a crumpled 5$ bill.. and some pennies. tsk tsk..

things i learned throughtout the yr:
actually it's really hard to start.. (pansin nyo.. thing i "learned" eh..)

ohh.. i learned that friends are friends when they're always there.. for SOME people who just left me crappy.. YOU SHOULDN"T BE CALLED ONE! (hehe..)

another one.. that planning things to the last detail suck bigtym. usually it ends up not happening AT ALL. so don't plan on things.. just let them come to y0u.. (seryos0.. panget pagplanado. "THRILL-LESS")

always listen to your professors especially the go0d ones..they won't ruin your life. i learned that studying the night before won't help y0u.. or well maybe YOU THINK it does but studying days before will help you MORE. trust me on this.. i failed an exam when i was such a dick and ran through everything the night before.

*hehe.. i really wore mismatched socks the day i to0k the pic. on top.. just s0 you know.

THAT'S ET FANSIT..
MERRY NEW YEAR!!!

nemo not emo.

2005-12-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

tonight's feeling will definitely be in this blog.
i feel.. uhhh.. mushy, emotional, sad, and "airy" (airy like i feel so dumb and so "nothing." weird--i know.) all at the same time. sorry but i felt like i have to jus let it out. (the fuck.. don't even know what i would let out..) weird feeling! i feel this every now and then.. i dunno.

"sexual reproduction is the way t0 go."
-prof. workman.
(best ever.. haahahaha!)

gelingle bells.

2005-12-06T09:15:00.000-08:00

All I Want For Christmas Is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

All I want for Christmas is you baby

i sing this EVERYDAY! i can picture myself as one of santa's helpers, dancing.. (in a mean-girls christmas outfit..) with snow fallin.. sexii naman nun. hehehehe.. (mangarap ka..)

today, dec.6 is my parents' anniversary.. have no idea how we're gona spend it, and what am gonna give them.. literal wala.. christams here sucks and it feel way more suckier when these occassions come and you've got nothing to spend for a present. haaaayy.. (minumura nako ng consensha ko.. MAGTRABAHO KA NA!) i might get a job this summer.. tignan nten.. hehehe..

dec.6.. happy birday jay.. hope he had fun.

i learned today... that my heartlife sucks way more than EVERRRRR! literal.. wala wala wala.. (except.. for the hottest chinese guy that ever walked our scho0l.. na sobrang crush na crush ko.. gusto ko na nga i-approach eh.. "ui, pagniligawan mo ko sasagutin kita.." haahaha!) and the other one..naks.. (yeah right. as if gels.)

man.. sorry anlabo.

today i feel like taking pictures.. hehehe.. kasi ang ganda ng buhok ko!! ngayon lng toh! have no idea what i did.. since if you guys really know me, talagang walang suklayan tong buhok ko. hehehe.. (kahiya.) so yun... now that it lo0ks so "managed" every minute ko nman sinusuklay! hahaha! dama! (ULOL KA GELS!)

owell.. havta go.. got sociology.. hate that class.. and the professor. boring.. sobra.. it makes me feel like am in never land.. tipong wlang oras.. nasa never land ako pero amboring! ganon! ansaklap! babay.

em0tion err0r.

2005-12-03T21:53:00.000-08:00

weird thing. am currently in "senti mode" i have no idea why.. seryoso. no else comes close, don't go breaking my heart, don't speak, best i ever had, cry (duh.. labo.), when u first believed.. i don't really listen to these since it's not like me to listen to these kind of songs in a normal "what-the-hell" kind of night. these songs were DL-ed (downloaded) pa thru Limewire.. grabe. i dunno.. weird feeling.. not that am missin someone so bad that i listen to these for "comfort" (nyeh.) hate this. listening to "awwwww-songs" makes me all cheesy and it sucks coz i can't relate them to someone. shitty.

today was okay. went to anne's house to have a peek at their TFC channel. (the filipino channel) it was nice watching those filipino shows again.. there were a lot of new faces.. i have no idea who they were.. but it was fun all in all.. i miss the buzz though. hehehehe..

tomorrow's dad's birday! we're gonna watch the knicks game.. vs. boston celtics.. yah00! with our video cam in handy we cud zo0m (haha.. thank God for zo0m features..) in and take pics of nba players.. to0 bad there aren't much "stars" in celtics and in knicks.. (si coach larry brown nlng kuhanan ko.. hehee..) but am excited! wla nga kong regalo kay dad eh.. (yuck! i keep on saying "dad" "mom" hell.. i s0und so0 "saucy" feeling "bigtym-ish.." hahaha..) sandwich nlng siguro chka letter. from the heart naman. heheheh! kulit!

wet yer pants.

2005-12-02T13:02:00.000-08:00

so i've been a self-confessed "not afraid of anything type of shit." (except for the times when i admit na naduduwag ako..which happens more rarely than ussual but still not often.. gets?) so this afterno0n, (3-ish pm i guess..) i was home surfing the net when i came across this forums that was saying something about how co0l ang "galing" this other site is.. the topic was "creepy sites" (i think.. but yeah something like that..) so then i would be so0 stupid to click the link if i felt that would scare the living shit out of my steeady beating slow paced heart ryt? so there.. i clicked the link.. and the site came out.. it didnt lo0k like anything scary really.. then the title of the site was on top. no greeting no extra stuff with it.. so i clicked one of the links that would show you some "creepy" stuff.. so what happen was.. there's this pic.. then..

fuck this.. why bother telling it to ya.. check it out yerself. then you tell me about it. game.

chimicheesecake.

2005-11-29T19:54:00.000-08:00

a few days back me and my friends saw HP4 goblet of fiyurrr. the best potter movie ever. since the 4th bo0k, i kinda got over the whole harry potter anticipation, but now after seeing the movie, damn i want to continue reading it again. ayos. to0 bad cedric diggory had such a short "moment." eturnal gloreyy.. that day was amazing..

gelina ciriacruz (11/27/2005 1:29:04 AM): ay benta yung kaibigan mo si jay.. niyaya ako minsan sa mga tugtog nyo.. astog nga eh.. di ko lam pagmasakit lalamunan candy lng pka katapat nun. sya ngsabi. hehe.. epektib nga.
gelina ciriacruz (11/27/2005 1:29:13 AM): *astig
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:29:36 AM): ayos
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:29:40 AM): gago nga un e
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:29:46 AM): sabi samen ppnta ka daw
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:29:58 AM): tpos prng nawiwirdohan nko sknya
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:30:04 AM): kasi lam ko nga nsa states ka
gelina ciriacruz (11/27/2005 1:30:43 AM): o? di nga? ahahaha.. haha.. tpos? wirdo eh noh.. yun nga. sinabihin pa ko ng tokshit kasi sabi ko ppunta ko tpos di daw ako pumnta. hahaha.. anlabo na nun.
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:31:59 AM): gago nga un e
gelina ciriacruz (11/27/2005 1:32:48 AM): oo nga.. bkt ganon yun.. haha,, buti nakakasundo mo paren pag ganon trip nun. kasi minsan ako napipikon tlga eh.. kahit dito lng sa ym. hehe..
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:34:10 AM): gago nga un e
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:34:16 AM): ewan ko dun
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:34:21 AM): tae un c jay e
gelina ciriacruz (11/27/2005 1:35:36 AM): hahaha.. stig nga.. may kaibigan kang iba.
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:36:00 AM): iba tlga
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:36:11 AM): ewan ko nga dun sa taong un kng pno lumki ng ganun un e
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:36:20 AM): sobrang bit ng pamilya nya
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:36:27 AM): tpos ysa tarantdo amputa!
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:36:30 AM): ewan ko dun'
kimboi (11/27/2005 1:36:33 AM): gago!

well bear with me people.. touched ako jan.. so what if "tarantado?" atleast he remebers me.. saya..

2005-11-27T00:37:00.000-08:00

eternal glory.

what a day..

fun.. sobra..

i felt almost every emotion today..

tell more bout this tomorrow.

it's aredi fuckin 3:30am.

gotta gr0w kids.

pixie dust.

2005-11-22T13:42:00.000-08:00

Do it one by one, don't look ahead!
This is like, 99.9% true!

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

Are you done?
If so, scroll down
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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:
Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soulmate.

5. If you choose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime.

8. If you choose...
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laidback person.

9. If you choose...
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!!

..whatever.. go try this.. yeah.. it kinda is true for the most part.. hehehe..

rand0m stuff i see.. on screen.

2005-11-20T09:42:00.000-08:00

haaaayy.. to0 bad the season ended with a sucky final episode. i doubt the next one would be as go0d.. with a new younger cast.. i dunno.. plus di na sila yung bida.. they're like the elders na to the younger ones.. sayang.. basta ako jason lc forever! heheh..
hott guys are the best liars --LAGUNA BEACH

this one just made me smile.. hehehe.. cute eh.

1,377 teenagers become mothers
1,106 teenagers girls get an abortion
500 adolescents begin using drugs
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alchohol
3,610 teens are assulted..80 raped
2,861 teens drop out of school
420 children are arrested for drug abuse
5,388 youths are arrested
and 6 teens commit suicide
...{everyday}...
well is it really true?? wow.. teens today.. well atleast am sure am not one of these girls. (am stuck at home what trouble can i cause? heheh..)

hehehehe.. what an icon.. parang galit na capsule na kuto na di maintidihan.

of course i like you.
it's because i like you i don’t
want to be with you. it's a
complicated emotion..
--finding nemo
i love this movie..

hahaha.. have to admit i suffer from CRS every now and then. hahaha..

i remember hugging a tree once.. para sa picturan.

not even kodak could capture our moments <3
this is sad.. but its better having captured all yer memories yet the relationship sucked so bad. mas okey na yung wala.

funny.. hehehe.. benta saken.

o0h.. i saw on Oprah this week.. kids today.. (white kids..) are into this "choking game" where they choke themselves using this "tire swing's" rope.. for fun.. 1 kid died because of it.. tsk tsk. how sad.

i luv her.. ang tae nya tignan.. lalng.. apir nicole richie! heheh..

another one!

2005-11-20T09:30:00.000-08:00

help! nagging survey freak na ko! saya eh.. it makes-up for my senseless thoughts na sinusulat ko dito.. eto nalang! heheh..

1.My full name is: gelina

2.age: 18

3.Have you ever stole anything? haha.. yes.

4.Have you ever smoked? haha.. lots.

5.Have you ever done drugs? yeah..twice.. thrice..

6. Do you drink underage? yeahh.. (oh gosh.. this survey make me lo0k so0o bad.)

7.What kind of music do you listen to? Good music. house. hed kandi.. milky mo0ny.. chicane..

8.What is your favorite band? can't pick..

9.Do you like thunderstorms? no.

10. Do you belive in labeling people? whatever. everyone wants to be "different" feeling they have theyre own style to the point that they get labeled.. preppy,goth,emo,hiph0p..

11.Do you have pets? Yes. a fish.

12.What are there names if you have any if not then just skip this? he's unknown.. i dunno.. (bad owner.)

13.Whats your favorite food? chinenese fo0d.. pizza.

14. If you were stranded on an island what 3 items would you bring? pc water someone..

am killing time.

2005-11-19T22:41:00.000-08:00

1. Do you like chinese food? yeah! i can live with it..

2. How big is your bed? its uhhh.. a queen i think.. or a king? if there's such.. its kinda big coz i share it with my sister.

3. Is your room clean? yeah.. haha.. yabang! no.. am lying.. it's not.

4. Laptop or Desktop computer? desktop computer.

5. Favorite comedian? i dunno.. i laugh at any jokes thrown at me.. hahaha..

6. Do you smoke? yes and no..

7. Does anyone like you? haha.. i dunno.. but i know some see me as makulit at tae.

8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? i don't even know what condoleeza rice is.. nothing is sexy with rice.. it makes you fat... the only thing sexy are the asians who eats it! yeahhhh!!!

9. Would you rather receive amazing oral sex or have amazing sex? hahaha.. personalan ah.. sex.

10. Sleep with or without clothes on? clothes on pls..

11. Who sleeps with you every night? my sister.

12. Do long distance relationships work? nope. absence would make you lo0k for someone..

13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? zero.

14. Pancakes or French Toast? french toast.

15. Do you like coffee? starbucks' frapps.. no not coffee.

16. How do you like your eggs? scrambled. i like it messed up.

17. Do you believe in astrology? sometimes.. i don't rely on it but its amazing when its true..

18. Last person you talked to on the phone? karen.

19. Last person on your missed call list? some unknown number.

20. What was the last text message you received? ok. leet me see.. fr:anne "cge2.. 1 crdt lng.."

21. Mcdonalds or Burger King? mickey d's all the way!!

22. Number of pillows? 2

23. Last thing you ate? eminem. hehehe..

24. Last thing you bought? uhh..clothes..

25. What are you hearing right now? halaga.. prokya ni edgar.. hehehe.. funny.

27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? strawberryyyy..

28. Can you play pool? n0.. i suck so bad another person who suck in it beat me..

29. Do you know how to swim? yeah..

30. Favorite ice cream? strawberry.. mint chocolate.

31. Do you like maps? no. and i have to deal with them when i take the bus.. urgghhhh!

32. Tell me a random fact: i love surprises..

33. Ever play spin the bottle? yeah.. but people never follow on that game.. it always end up sad hehehe..

34. Ever attend a theme party? i dunno.. i guess..

35. Ever do a keg stand? what is that.. i d0n't even know.. the hell.

36. Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking? a hotel ro0m filled with guys..

37. What is your favorite season? spring/summer

38. What is the first music video you ever saw? i dunno..

39. Pick a movie quote: this is so0o random i dunno.. ahhh.. "it's still not over.." -the ntbk. (drama!)

40. Favorite quote: as i walk thru the valley of death, i fear no evil.. for i am an angel.. THEY should fear ME..

41. What is your favorite Thirsty Thursday hangout? ano toh!! am always home.. i hang-out hir.. hhahh.. loser.

42. Best friend's name? i dont have one.. i love everyone!! much love!!! ♥ (i dunno how to do the heart.. just copy pasted it from someone.. urrgghhh!)

43. How long have you known them? hah.. i dunn0! forever.. what an answer.

44. Last time you laughed at something stupid? i always laugh at something. most of the time stupid things caused by crapness.. hhahahaha..

45. What time did you wake up this morning? 9:30am.

46. Wake up next to anyone? my sister.

47. Best thing about the winter? Christmas.. money..

48. Name a couple of favorite colors: red. black.

49. How Old are you? 18

50. What month is your birthday in? may

51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated? co0l.

52. Fave Dave Matthews Band song (if you have one)? crash into me.

53. What are you doing this weekend? nuthin. same stuff..

54. Who will take this survey? some people who likes answerin surveys to make out of boredome.. yeah. them.

am this.

2005-11-19T22:01:00.000-08:00

10 Favorites
Favorite Color: red
Favorite Food: chinese fo0d.
Favorite Bands: anyone who sings go0d.. am after the song.. not the band. (naks..) preferably gwapong vocalist.
Favorite Movie: finding nemo.
Favorite Sport: basketball (i don't play i just watch.. loser.) volleyball.
Favorite Season: Summer and spring
Favorite Day Of the Week: Friday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Strawberry
Favorite Time of Day: huh?? weird. i dunno.. 9pm? libre na sa cel..

9 Currents...
Current Mood: thirsty?? is that a mo0d?? hehehe..
Current Taste: chocolately.. just swallowed an m&m. hehehe..
Current nail Color: i dont have anything on them..
Current Time: 1:09am
Current Surroundings: am infront of the pc, with a glass of water on my left.. and a bunch of stuff on the table..
Current clothing: shirt and jugging pants.. (cold.)
Current Thought: answers to these..

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: d0n't have one.. i have friends but i don't see one as the best..i love all of them..
First Kiss: akin nalang yun..
First Screen Name: orangewallabee.
First Pet: a cage of love birds.
First Piercing: ears.
First Crush: hehe.. macky hernandez.. my friends big bro.. haha.. kahiya. well i grew out of it aredi.
First Music: nursery ryhmes?? right??
First Car: none yet.

7 Lasts.....
Last Drink: water
Last Car Ride: this afterno0n.
Last Kiss: ..my first kiss was also the last one. akin nalang kng sino..
Last Movie Seen: just like heaven. bad bad..
Last Phone call: karen
Last CD Played: trance cd.. burned from anne's place..

6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: best friends?? no.. friends,katropa?? yes.
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yeah.. mostly scho0l laws.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope.. g0od kid.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no.
Have You Ever Been on TV: no.. but i will be! just watch me.. hehehe..
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: no.. probably just a few old people from our last family reunion.

5 Things....
Things You're Wearing SPECIFICALLY: juggin pants. shirt.. (panty bra?? hehe..) and a pony tail.
Things You Did Last Night: last night? watched nba.. ate.. multiply, ym.. (i've led a boring night..)
Things You Can Hear Right Now: be my world-milky.. my sister talkin to fish (justin)
Things You Can't Live Without: people i care for.. God..
Things You Do When You're bored: watch tv, draw, pc, go out.. lots of choices..

4 Places You've Been To...
my r0om..
parent's room..
living room
bath room..(such a small house..) hehehe..

3 People You Can Tell Anything To...
anne
sel
and everyone else.. i can't name just 3.. i talk to0 much to name just 3.. but i don't tell some stuff to my sister though.. isusumbong nya ko! heheh..

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: Black
2. Hot or Cold: hot

1 Wish...
to be so0 rich i can go to manila anytime i want.

magkasakitan na ng mata.

2005-11-14T21:05:00.000-08:00

minutes after i finished my last post, i went back to check on my blog. (not to check.. just to read what i wrote really.. heheheehehe..) to my surprise.. someone left a comment to it aredi.. nice one gels.. so when the page finally uploaded.. damn people.. they were only promoting this probably "loser site" that no one probably know of.. bloggers, i know yer aware of this annoying thing that's been happening.. funny how scripted they are.. first they would tell you how nice yer post is.. that it was very touching and all that.. hello???? some of the words i've written was in filipino.. dumbasses. and i thought having a pop-up blocker would and it all.

s0me moment.

2005-11-08T20:50:00.000-08:00

when i was a kid, i remember c0pyin whatever gr0wnups do.. i once shave my chin.. (at nasugatan.) put on lipstick, wore my mom's high heels, played "dr. dr." and stuff.. you guys probably did that to0.. i wanted to grow up so0 bad that when i think about it today.. wow. i guess when we were kids we all want to do grown up stuff that we "think" we're acting mature and that's what makes it "kiddie.." like when we talk to stuffed animals and pretend we're mommy..

the thought juss came to me while i was on my way home.. this afternoon, i brought our videocam to scho0l juss for the heck of it.. at scho0l, we were hiding in this "special bush". it's on one of those "we-can-see-you-but-you-can't-see-us" locations, so we were taping random people.. TRIP LANG. we were callin out names and they kept on lo0king at our direction.. (sa may bush..) lalng.. the 3 of us.. anne,sel and me were dancin and screamin at the top of our lungs since it was kind of a "remote" area.. hahaha.. no one could see us.. saya.. some advantage with a big scho0l..

with that, i was a kid again.. (am i not always a kid..as if mature.) now that am 18 and considered as an adult and expected to be a FUNCTIONAL member of society (to0 bad am not.) i kind of wish i had more time enjoying my life as "nene." i learned today... that being "OT" (kulasa term.. that's now widely used by people.. hehe.. autistic.) is not just fun, it's great.

kabalastugan.

2005-11-06T14:50:00.000-08:00

i was walkin.. walkin.. o0h! *kaway kaway.. (kay paris hilton.) fuck that bitch what a whore. i was walkin.. walkin.. "what up?? can't come to yer game tonight.. have some stuff to d0.. go0dluck. *hug. (si t-mac yun..) i was walkin.. walkin.. *blag! bumped into someone.. "o0h shit!" got a gun.. bang!10x ..killed 50cent. (kung di rin lang madaan sa 9 na bala baka sa 10 o0..) got the gun.. blew it.. *tago ang baril.

-paganahin ang utak.

one-sided.

2005-11-06T14:39:00.000-08:00

rants..

i hate staying home. people are so dependent. sometimes i think if i had to pick up a single trash, i would all of a sudden freak out. parang everytime i clean the house, (it usually takes me the whole day to do that.) 5 mins. later i would see my brother makin a mess.. yung parang wala lang.. ang saya magkalat.. kaasar!! that's why as much as possible come weekends, i would go out somewhere. somewhere far from home.. like at anne's house.. ayoko talaga sa bahay.. stuck with my freak of nature siblings.. yuck. grrrr! kaasar...

questions.. answered.

2005-10-22T20:11:00.000-07:00

WHAT...
1. ...bothers you right now? my insurance card lost..
.2. ... is/are your favorite month(s) of the year? may..
3. ... was your dream last night? i haven't been dreamin lately.
.4. ... is your greatest fear? l0sing the people i care for the most..
5. ... was the best thing that happend to you this week? had a cup of chocnut icecream! yey!
6. ... are your goals right now? finish college.. in tw0 yrs.
7. ...can you promise to the one you love? i say my iloveyous rarely..
8. ... what will you wish for if you have a genie? genie, let me take a quick peek at the future..

WHO...
1. ...is the one you're of thinking of right now? tracey mcgrady.. bwisit ka! i've waited for your game tpos wla ka nman! kaasar..
2. ... do you first run to when you're down? anne and zel..
3. ... are the most influential people in your life? parents siguro..
4. ...was the last person you went out with? anne and sel..
5. ... is the one you're missing right now? merville friends..luvya guys..
6. ... will you call/text later? no one.. they call/text me.. (feel!) i'am trying to keep my phone bills down as possible.
7. completes your day? ano ba yan.. the person who does this before isn't here so.. ryt now, my day's complete when am able to laugh real hard.. yung tawang tawa.. yun.
8. ...who do you want to talk to right now? robert.. just want to ask him some stuff..

WHEN...
1. ... will you take a bath? tomorrow..
2. ... will you watch a movie? when something go0d's on..
3. ... was the first time you fell in love? recently lang.. (yuck.. i hate these kind of questions.. showbiz..)
4. ... was the last time you went out with your friends? yesterday..
5. ... was the last time you said " i love you"? before pa tlga..
6. ... was the last time you read a book? last thursday.. i was studying for a test.
7. ... was the last time you asked for help?20 mins. ago??

here i go.

2005-10-20T13:05:00.000-07:00

and another hour of waiting..

batas ako ngayon.. (ngayon lang..) samin 3 ako ang nagpakapormal at ngheels for a change. to0 bad since zel and anne saw robert somewhere in the ISS bldg. kabanas.. infairness pormal din.. wearin a coat and tie.. (aba aba?? job fair ba? hahah..)

i really have nuthin to say! uhh.. err.. what else?? gosh.. *speechless.

daming nakaitim ngayon.. hahaha..

have yer own jary0.

2005-10-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

wo0o0oo0o.. ever since i've was into this whole "blog thing" i've been wishing to install PHOTOSHOP. the day before, the time finally came and i was able to get it.. i thought it would be easy for me to absorb all the photoshop functions that quick.. "no biggie" kung baga.. but hell nO!! ang adobe, adobo ata para saken. mad hard to figure out. now am still struggling to learn it.. by reading the tutorials and stuff.. i don't even know where to begin.. ay nako..i guess it will take time for me to actually make those "nakakainggit creations" that bloggers,multiply-ers, and deviants make.. ay nako!!

am in scho0l today.. my science class was cancelled.. (*thank you Lord!) masaya but then all my friends are either in class, or at home right now.. so am stuck.. all alone.. and since i would choose to kill time here in front of the pc rather than waiting somewhere else, edi dito nalang..

nako.. for the past weeks i've felt real GUILTY. there's this guy that has been really bugging the crap out of me.. ang kuliiiit! and for some reason i just don't like guys na touchy.. hawak ng hawak.. yakap ng yakap.. nakakailang.. so i started to avoid him.. ngayon naman, he won't talk to me anymore.. ang SAKLAP. ako naman ata ang nawalan ng friend. :( haaaayyyy.. why am i not friendly enough to please everyone??? well i guess no one could. badtrip. so now am making up for all the wrong impressions that i showed him.. i talked to him awhile ago, ayos na.. so far.. pinapansin na nya ko. hahahaha.. i hate messing up someone's life.. although i really enjoy it when i do it intentionally. hahaha..

this morning i was waiting at the bus stop when this girl came holding a stack of sractch cards.. lotto tickets ata.. i dunno.. lalng.. she kept on buying these cards one after the other.. sayang sa pera..

nako.. days and nights are getting colder.. i have nothin to wear! time to go back to layers and sweatshirts... coats and jackets.. damn.. may massasaklap pa ba? ayoko ng lamig. to bad i have to deal with it.

ang swerte ni kuya joy.. he's coming back to pinas for a visit this friday.. haaayy.. hope he'll remember my no0da crunch when he gets back.. although i told him na it's a bit tough to lo0k for it, wag nalang kung wala.. haaaayy.. bakit ba walang no0da crunch dito..

robert is still on the lose.. bakit ba napakalaki ng mundo namen? imagine we have almost the same sched, (mon-thurs 10am-2pm) per0 it's been 3 weeks since i saw him.. labo.. and to think naghahanapan kaming dalawa sa campus. ay sos. why won't we get each others' no.? aba malay. hiya hiya issues. hahahaha..

toh na muna for now.. have to go..

kelangan bang ganyan suot mo?

2005-10-14T11:59:00.000-07:00

think about it.. why do female superheroes show to0 much skin? of all people who would dress like that, female superheroes?? di ba sila nalalamigan pagnasa ere sila?? aba mahangin?! lalng. this thought came to me while i was listening to kamikazee's song.. "narda." hehehe.. ano yun? porket "super"hero kasama ba sa super powers yung maging balat kalabaw sila at di tablan ng lamig? see, si darna, wonderwoman, hawk girl(hawk girl is so0 lame.. hehehe.. ) am just saying, kelangan ba laging halos hubad? well this also goes for the male superheroes as well.. bakit ang sikip lagi ng suot? just wonderin..

i was multiply-hopping this morning.. i read a journal entry from one user.. she happened to be a kulasa and woah.. i found out that sr. roño was no longer in st.scho??! BAKET?! fine we didn't have "the bond" that some students had, the only "bond" we had was when he would (*this happened more than once.. )tell me to tie my hair during PE class whenever he would pass by the field, and nung i attended the volleyball practices na sandali lng naman nangyari. but i have to say that he's one of the finest teachers i had. lupet.. having him for a whole yr. as a teacher was exciting. i remember the whole 1st half of our class feeling so effin nervous to the point that we would feel each others' heartbeats, whenever the scho0l bell would ring to signal the end of a class.. lahat nanginginig habang hawak hawak yung speech ng ka-debate nila.. naghahanap ng kanya kanyang interpelation. he made us d0 5min speeches while the 2nd half of our class having a different speech teacher was only required to make a 3min. one. yung bagal ng lakad ng mga students papasok ng troika.. yung takotan stories.. and his "window of oppurtunity" masaya.. sayang st.scho let him go.. katangahan ng st.scho..

pur0ng katotohanan.

2005-10-10T20:47:00.000-07:00

FACT 1:
Name: gelina
Birth date: may 9 '87
What are you doing now: killing time.

FACT 2: Your?
Most overused phrase(s): "i know right?!" "god.." "stupid ass."
Usual bedtime: 12am-2:30-ish am
Most missed memory: merville life. (emote emote..)

FACT 3: Preferences..
McDonald's or Burger King: mackie D's..
Chocolate or vanilla: uhh.. vanilla.
Cappuccino or Latte: cappucino

FACT 4:
Do you?-
Smoke: you think so?.. well i guess.
Sing: ofcourse! haha.. not well though.
Have a crush: yeah.. *turns really freakin red.
Do you think you're really in love: i think. hah.. nevermind.
Want to get married: probably not?
Believe in yourself: ako pa? yeah.
Get motion sickness: sometimes?
Think you're attractive: hehe.. hehehe.. attractive in my OWN way yes.
Think you're a health freak: absolutely not.
Get along with your parents : kinda?
Like thunderstorms: yah.. it means rain and it means sleep.
Play an instrument: piano before.. *back in the day.. clarinet in band class.. (anlalabo..)

FACT 5:
In the past month, you?
Drank alcohol: yeah.. wo0ooo0!
Gone on a date: nope.. its more on "hanging out.."
Gone to the mall: yeah..
Eaten sushi: of course.. like every week. adik.
Been on stage: nope.
Gone skating: nope.

FACT 6:
Age you hope to be married: 25-27.. naks.. planado! ulol.
Number of Children: max. of 5. magastos.
Names: ehh.. talan (laguna beach inspired.) priyah, romina, romain, justin (lalng.. maganda lng.)still haven't thought of other names yet..
Describe your Dream Wedding: hah! honestly, i don't have a dream wedding.. but i do have my honeymo0n all planned out. hahaha.. i dunno.. i really dont see myself getting married.
What do you want to be when you grow up: hehe.. yung toto0.. fine arts major.. i want to work for pixar animations.. haaayy.. new york scho0l of fine arts graduate. *sniff..

FACT 8:
In a girl/boy you would want?
- Best hair color: dark brown or black.. (pinoy pls.)
Short or long hair: short.. and long.. long GUY hair.. not the long shoulder length type. nyak!

FACT 9:
List the number of:
People u trust with your life: sakit ko toh.. i trust almost everyone.. am to0 open. tsk tsk..
cd u own: i dunno.. i dont really count them.
Piercing: 4? 2 on the left another 2 on the right.
Tattoos: none.

FACT 10:
What..?
song are you listening to now? "i gotta stay fly.." dunno who sang it.
What time is it now? hehe.. 2am.
What is ur fav subject?: nuthin really.. art. gym.
What line can you leave us?: as i walk thru the valley of death, i fear no evil.. for i am an angel.. THEY should fear ME.. (nagaangas nanaman ako.. )

c0nfessions.

2005-10-07T13:41:00.000-07:00

haaayy... worst day last thursday.. (10-06-05) .. as of now am trying to get rid of s0meone.. actually not really "get rid" but to "hide?" i guess.. basta.. maybe hindi lng talaga ko sanay na may laging anjan.. na nangungulit.. if only i have a placard in front of me saying "WALANG PAKIALAMANAN BASIS ONLY." a friend told me to just ignore the person. but i dunno if i can do that.. since i know that he talks so much crap.. na NAGLOLOKOHAN lang kami. kaya ngayon iniignore ko nalang.. but i d0n't know..i really don't care now if am being rude to that person or what. bahala na. eh sa ayoko nga.
i've been loaded with shit that day.. the first was the worst ever. my psychology teacher t0ld me that i can't take the test if i don't fix my problems with the registrar's office.. eh hello?? the feakin lady that was suppose to talk to me about it is in the hospital right now.. i tried to explain my way through it WALA. pano yun?? he told me that i have to fix my registration matters.. or he can't give me the test.. wlang test?? so i have to make-up for it then.. SIGURADO NA YUN. the bad part is.. the original test was only in multiply choice form. make-ups should be done in ESSAY form.. grabe. 4-5 paragraph essay ata.. hindi ko na kya.. nakakabaliw.
next was my most embarassing moment. nagexhibition lang nman ako sa hallway.. the night before that i cramming like shit. sobrang crama that i wasnt able to sleep.. after i did 2 essays and read for my psychology class, i to0k a bath since it was alreaady 6:ooam. s0 while i was running after my professor to give my paper, BAG! sumemplang ako. basa pla yung sahig di ko alam. sobrang sakit grabe.. gudthing i had my bag with me so it hit the floor first.. kng hindi.. baka dumanak ang dugo galing sa pwet ko. hehehe..
after 3 whole weeks.. at last.. i saw robert yesterday.. nakita ko nga but i doubt if he saw me.. malayo eh.. anne kept pushing me telling me to run after him.. hello??? MASAKIT KATAWAN KO. (diba nga since nagpamalas ako ng malupet na ka-lampahan sa hallway.. remember??) haaayyy..
what's next??

shai and the othey guy.. anonymous sha.. they left a comment for my entry before this one.. sobrang thnx sa comfort! to0 bad i don't know who the other one is.. but if ever he OR she dr0ps by.. ayan. thanx!

sad. obviously.

2005-10-04T21:36:00.000-07:00

the other night, i was at anne's place.. (actually at sel's place..) sel got this nice place in the basement.. astig. dun kami. saya.. till 4am. hehe.. a happy moment. hehehe.. atleast i forgot some of the weird stupid stuff that won't get out of my mind. hehehe.. saya.. (entoksikeyted. *hik..ü)

guys.. right now, i really don't know. naguguluhan ak0.. sobra. with so many things.. nako.. am in need of guidance right n0w.. i don't know if everyone's shit is real.. mukhang hindi. yung parang you're aware na naglolokohan lang kayo pero parang tinototo0?? basta.. but you get the picture.. ganon nga problema ko.. ay0ko pa sobra.. ayoko pa ng ganunan.

..I learned today that i need y0u more each day. grab on to y0u and never let g0..†

free the mind. let it go.. away.. far way..

2005-10-02T15:32:00.000-07:00

FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTER:
patrick star.. well, i watch a lot of carto0ns (till now..) but patrick's the one i really like, specially when he does something that lo0ks really funny, like when he run or dance.. benta. I also like sheen from jimmy neutron, and beavis and butthead. to0 bad MTV doesn't air the show anymore. curse you mtv! hahaha..

I WOULD RATHER HAVE AN ENDLESS SUPPLY OF....
this question's a no biggie.. endless supply of MONEY! to buy endless supply of all s0rts of things..

IF I COULD HAVE ONE MAGICAL POWER..
i would like to be a teleporter.. (ala nightcrawler in x-men) so i could go to wherever i want whenever i want.. imagine i your running late, you cud just teleport to your scho0l and back to your house every break, go to any part of the world, to the mall, to your friend's house.. EVERYWHERE.

MY CURRENT MOOD..
right now? i dunno how i feel.. i just want to finish this entry so i could update my multiply.. grrrr.. the problem with having a lot of journal based accounts.. namann!

IF I WERE A FICTIONAL CHARACTER, I'D BE..
oohhh.. there are so many things goin on in my mind right now.. i want to be jenna rink in 13 going on 30, or mia thermopolis in princess diaries, fine.. hermione granger of harry potter (only for the powers though..) and richie rich. (girl version.) hehehe..

am done.

hassle.

2005-10-01T10:21:00.000-07:00

i 'am suppose to update my sideblog.

but then i forgot my password..

and i don't remeber them sending a confirmation mail..

t0o bad..

better memory sana next time..

skittles.

2005-10-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

so how y0u like my new bl0g? well.. its not really that new.. c0lor scheme change lang.. the c0nstant co0lors that you always see in my blog are the colors that i "feel" as of now.. masayang mga kulay. hey nakohh namennnnn.. at last! my first science test is over! after all the memorized biological words.. natapos din. next week will just past like a breeze.. (naks.. confident!) 'cause thanks to my jewish friends, they'll be celebrating rashashhannah?? i don't know if i spelled it right.. but yeah.. it's a jewish holiday.. so am having a tuesday wednesday off! i just finished listenin to someone's version of no one else comes close.. hehehe.. aliw eh.. haaayyy.. you know its hard to admit but i guess, sitting in front of the pc all day makes me bored. is there anything that i still haven't done yet? blog, multiply, YM.. blah blah.. believe it or not i have my own millsberry account. hahahaha.. it's just like neopets.. actually i like neopets better kasi maraming games, but then instead of pets, you have buddies.. mga tao yung sort of "pet" nyo.. gets? o well.. asa naman akong you guys will be interested. hahaha.. kiddie stuff.. my cousins got it kaya ako, parang obliged na magkaron. babies pa kasi sila.. hehehe.. oh well.. SOBRANG BORING! grabe. can't wait for monday.. sige na...

i was this close to heaven.

2005-09-23T14:06:00.000-07:00

y0u know the usual movie scene where the guy lo0ks for the girl in this place then the guy leaves a few minutes before the girl comes?? those scenes that make you scream in front of the tv.. tipong "bilisan mo! nasa likod mo lng!!" haaaayyy.. i hate it when that happens in real life.. parang nung thursday..

anne and i was outside the medical arts bldg. under the tree (nakatambay.) while we were observing the qeensborough crowd.. (tingin tingin ng crushabol people, ng magandang out-fit, nang may mga ka-lo0k alike artista. etc.. kasama na rin panlalait ng konti.) when zel was runing towards us.. nakita daw niya si robert.. hinahanap daw kami ni anne.. he wanted to say something ata.. sayang! badtrip tlga.. pinuntahan kami sa may track and field since dun kami madalas nakaupo sa benches dun.. sayang.. we were there 10mins ago.. sayang tlga.. i was this close to having an amazing day.. kaso nabasura.. ay jusko..
saya naren.. naalala ako ni robert! hehehe.. *big smile!

ay have i told you?? i went back to rfk last wednesday.. (robert f kennedy-HS ko..) i went to get my transcript.. kasi, nawala ko yung transcript ko.. hahaha.. i saw betty.. grabe.. i missed her so much..then, i went to flushing with zeke.. he was so hungry so we went to this vietnamese resto.. then sa bubble cafe.. (parang zagu) astig nga.. bayad nya lahat. hehehehe!

nako0o.. when the sun sets earlier than usual.. when its startin to get chilly at night.. isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun!!! TAPOS NA SUMMER! nako.. in a few weeks.. pagaayos nanaman ng closet toh.. time to keep our summer clothes and take out the sweaters.. nako!! (as of now.. malakas ang hangin..)

at last.. i got my psychology bo0ks.. hehehe.. thanx to ethan..
tomorrow am gonna watch "just like heaven" hehehe..

tamad.

2005-09-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

y0u know the feeling.. when.. you have a paper due next week, tapos you've been busy ever since scho0l started that you haven't been keeping up with THIS blog already??? lalo na when you got THIS and a multiply account also?? NAKAKATAMAD! grabe.. just wanna make you sleep all day.. wag nalang gumawa ng kahit ano.. yang ang mo0d ko NGAYON. ay.. grabe..

as of now, i have loads of pictures in our pc that hasnt been uploaded yet.. tpos this blog lo0ks all shitty na.. parang inaamag na sa blogspot. hahahaha.. grabe.. kawawa naman. kung neopet toh namatay na sha..(which reminds me of my neopet. he's probably rotten there in neotopia.-yak.. naturingang diez y ocho (naks.. ispanish.) may alaga pang virtual pet..)

ngayon lang ah.. i found out that our printer can actually print ph0tos! how co0l is that! anlupet! yan ang napapala ng mga nagbabasa ng manual. lupet! yey!

oo00hh.. on my way home today, nako.. i saw bambo0.. scho0lmate ko sa QCC that lo0ks a lot like bambo0. (yung kumakanta na bamboo?? yun.) grabe.. feeling ko.. pinoy sha.. feeling ko rin.. lam nya na gusto ko yung ichura nya.. kasi one time i was with zel, then sabi ko "oi tignan mo zel! sobrang kamuka ni bambo0.. ang gwapo." tpos just when i said the word "gwapo" (yak ang landi pakinggan ng sinabo ko ngayon ko lang narealize.. pasensha na guys.) he kinda glanced at our direction.. (aba malay ko kung baket. basta ganon nga..) nabasa nya ata yung lips ko nung pagkasabi ko nun.. shakzzz.. (haha.. jol0gan mode. sensha..) nakakahiya. owell..

et0 na guys.. my entry has now reached the finale part. hehehe.. tapos na po.. next time again!

*one last thing.. nako nako.. advice alng.. don't watch the movie "the exorcism of emily rose" it sucked WAY MORE THAN BIGTYM. literal. kadire.. not scary at all.. wag nang pagkagastusan at masisira lang araw nyo tulad ko. hehehe.. next movie am gonna watch? "just like heaven" balitaan ko kayo next week..

at scho0l and bored.

2005-09-08T13:13:00.000-07:00

4:17PM..

just got out of class.. s0ciology. (nako.. i can't understand a thing.. i have no idea if we're having a formal discussion or if my pr0f's just sharing one of his life story.. magulo.)
am talking to shai right now.. thru YM of course.. grabe.. this weekend would be one hectic weekend for me.. i have a paper due on monday out the relationship of one's social lifestyle and the gr0up he or she belongs, and their's definitely no time for me to cram.. malamang.. parang we have no choice but to cram tlga.. kasi nman isang weekend lang yung binigay na time.

my sociology pr0f. said that the're's actually a gay scho0l here in NY.. t0 prevent discrimination and the cause of trouble that straight people would usually bring. wawa naman sila.. my rainbow colored friends.

i saw robert t0day.. usap2 nnman.. i really see him as my big br0.. ang cute kasama.. hehehe.. fun and educational at the same time.. (huwatt? hehe..)

4:30pm (few more minutes.. may makakasama na ren ako.. hehe..)

badtrip.. how stupid can i get.. yesterday i saw ethan and found out that he to0k my psychology class last sem. with the same pr0f. that i have right now.. he offered to give me his bo0k.. tests.. everything.. kaso, when i was about to call him.. NYAK! wr0ng no. ako! kaasar.. i saw him today kaso my mom had my phone.. kaya indi ko rin mcheck if ever the no. i saved was wrong or sumthing.. kaya i didnt bother to talk to him.. kainis! next time nlng..

talk about being an 18yr old sab0g.. right now, ang suot ko, jeans, sneakers(am s0 used to saying "rubber shoes" but then sila kristel kept on correcting me na "sneakers" ang tawag dun.. hehe.. wala kong magagawa.. pinoy eh. hehe..) and my br0ther's shirt.. pano naman kasi we just came back from a trip at wla akong masuot na damit! kaasar.

henry got my no. just a few minutes ago.. share. it's not that i don't want to talk to him, pero ilang lang talaga ko dun.. ewan.. eh i don't wanna act rude or anything kaya binigay ko na.. plus, what will i say as an excuse? wala akong cell? major talkshit naman yun diba? o well.. benta naman sha.

ayan na.. have ta g0.. where? under the big tree out side the medical arts bldg. honestly i really have no idea why anne and sel started to chill there.. nakakaantok.. makes me want to lie d0wn on the grass.. grabe.. *gels.. ang buhay tae.. lumalabas..

okei.. till my next post.. 4:45

major updates.

2005-09-07T20:29:00.000-07:00

wh0op teeh deeh.. mahahaba habang explanation t0h.. hehehe..

after a 10yrs.. ay nako.. am back. hehehe.. oyess.. sensha na.. since it has been a hectic season for me.. hehe.. scho0l.. tambay. trip.. all that stuff.. plus minsan i get really lazy magupdate. hehehe.. et0 na po mga guys..

"college?? nakakatakot parang seryosohan na.." -gels.
i've been thingking about this way before my college life started. at ngayon.. indi nlang sha insights.. madalas na shang nagging linya ko.. hehehe.. yep. feeling ko seryosohan na talaga.. just by lo0king at my schedule, walang kalaughtrip-laughtrip.. ay nako. nakaka psycho ang buhay.

m0mmy tonette's s0on t0 be married.
mommy tonette's my mom's youngest sister.. she's gonna be married on december 9.. grabe.. andaming december occassions.. go0dluck sa knya.. congrats in advance.. sayang i won't be there.. gusto ko pa nman mag-gown. (hah! labo.)

"i miss florida.." --chiqui (my sister.)
whatever.. ako i don't. ngayon i realize na different kami.. (hello.. ngayon ko lng ba nalaman yun? hehehe..) sha mastrip nya yung ssenti senti environment.. ako masgusto ko yung mabilis.. my mom told me na after i study we're gonna move to another state. ayoko nga! sabi ko sila nalang.. maiiwan ako dito. hehehe.. i <3>

"virginia people are s0 damn go0d." -ako uli.
grabe.. (shai if you're reading.. read on lang.. hehe..) we were in florida right?? basket tournament.. lupet ng virginia.. literal. ang galing.. t0 the point na even if i wasn't cheering for them.. (ny ako noh..) mapapapalakpak ka.. kasi magaling. share.. galing talaga.

"universal. whoa." -ako uli.. (hehe..)
sa multiply ko.. lo0k at the pics nalang. *naks inadvertise ko pa.

"God is just busy creating the RIGHT love story that will sweep me off my feet"
i g0t this in the internet.. i forgot where.. pero it's a part of a quote.. tama yan. nga pala recently i just got over some guy. *naks.. promise.. di na ko maprapraning! i've read an e-mail about this.. (thanx miko! hehe..) ganda.. tama yun.. wala munang ganyan ganyan.. it's time to think about what would make ME happy.

"w0men often talk more than men"-pr0f. Tricario
naks! college na talga ko! pa pr0f. pr0f nalang.. hehehe.. he's my sociology teacher.. well.. mej0 true tong sinabi nya.. kaya nga we girls more than often complain why the hell guys tend to be insenstive.. dba? nako.. move on na nga to the next topic.. baka mapunta lang t0h sa mga kadramahan rants ko. hehehe.. moving on...

"d0 you ever watch the "TABOO" shows on national geographic?" -r0bert nuñez
grabe.. everytime i talk to him, parang laging class discussion dating. parang at the end of our LONG as in LONG conversation, eh i have to expect a quiz before i leave.. kasi naman napaka daldal.. kng san san naaabot yung usap namen.. per0 sa toto0 lng.. s0brang fun to be with kasi everytime am with him parati akong may bagong learnings.. addik sha sa national geographic channel.. waw. k0nti lang ang ganyan.

s0 far these were some of the things that went through my mind while i was d0ing this. mejo na on the spot kasi ako.. hehehe. atleast mejo you have an idea kng ano ano mga naaatupag ko these days.. hehehe..

nga pala my latest sleep time is at 1:00am.. la ng lalampas. i wake up at 6:30am na kasi.. tod0 aga. okie! till next time! see ya!

kumar.

2005-07-18T11:19:00.000-07:00

2 days ago, was all about late night cravings..

10:00pm, i woke up fr0m what supposed to be is a nap but then turned int0 a deep sleep.. my family was watching "harold and kumar go to white castle." after watching it, we were a bit hungry and seeing nothing but water and gat0rade in our ref was just pathetic, so we went out and lo0k for something that we c0uld munch. AHA! AMIG0! we ate pizza! (yeah.. i know amigo isn't italian, but the guy making the pizza calls my dad amig0, and sumtimes papi when he's talking to us.." where's papi?" whatver.) then we ate it at c0rona park, while i was dancing along this bo0ming indian music.. (haha.. there were a lot middle east pe0ple that night.) after eating, we went t0 thr0gs bridge.. (i dunno how to spell it.. if its throgs or throggs.. or frogs.. whatever.) it was 1 am when we came home. 0h whatta night.

the next day... or should i say NIGHT, when i woke up from AGAIN a "nap" my family was watching the ESPY's. (ESPN awards..) the awards was nice and all, and matthew perry who hosted the event was funny but then, ANG DAYA! these people ("FANS" daw..) who voted all ro0ted for the baseball and football players.. whatever.. s0 what happen to my man timmy?? (haha..) i felt bad.. dwayne wade was the only player that got an award coming form the NBA.. badtrip. hehe. owell.. after that, we had the munchies AGAIN. (ano ba kame? mga adik? ) s0 we went out and ate.. but this time. we ate at white castle's. hah.. that movie really made a great impact in our family.. haha.. benta. oh.. the baby burgers were go0ood!

ok. now i really don't know what color scheme to use.

dried mangoes.. an lab0.

guys.. visit my multiply

2005-07-11T20:08:00.000-07:00

after 10 yrs..

haaaay salamat.. an entry has been p0sted.
nahectic kasi since..

my brother has been playing basketball every week since summer started at tod0 supporta ako. (c0mplete with videocam rec0rding pa.)
also, as of now, me and my sister are into the "vide0cam trance." almost everywhere we go, kasama na namen yang si mr.videocam na yan.
go0dthing the videocam has a still camera, SO i decided to make my own multiply.. hehe.. i'm gonna post it here next time kasi i'm still working on it. i d0n't want you guys wasting your time going there seeing just a couple of pictures. dba? hehe.. what else? ahhh! yesterday, me and my sisturrrr (ryhmes with grr..) went with my dad and my brother to new jersey to watch my dad's basketball game.. astig. nanalo. tit0 gary's family was also there so kasama namen sila miko. (grabe.. we last saw each other last yr. pa.. Christmas eve. hah.. to think malapit lapit lang sila.. antamad ko talaga lumabas.) then we went to tito oni's house for his birthday party. (chibog alert..) today, i just got home fr0m long island. we watched my dear brother j, play basketball with his all african american team. (wholesome ako.. ayokong ibanggit ang "black" ay nabanggit ko na..) nanalo rin. astig rin. haaayy.. g0 j! am suppahh dupppahhh pr0ud!

reese's ?

feanhutt vatter shukuleyt.

anti-kama

2005-07-03T21:16:00.000-07:00

last night i was having a hard time falling asleep so i to0k my little blue bo0k (miko and tini gave it to me last Christmas.. thanx guys! nagagamit ko! *wink) and wr0te and do0dled stuff (this entry was first written there.) here's my story..

TIME CHECK 4:10am
shit. am into my insomiac habit again. for several days now i've been successfull in sleeping "normally."
(normal as in 12am-1am)
yes, i definitley practice weird sleeping habits thank you very much.
~d0odle do0dle do0dle. shade shade. drawing drawing.(still can't sleep.)~

TIME CHECK 4:28am
where do you think in this world should i be placed to sleep appropriately? if 4:00amNY time is much to0 late for me, which makes it 1:00am in LA, that is still late for me and 4:00pm in Manila that is err-- way to0 early? haaayy..
~random thoughts..more random thoughts..(what if you and your friend were go0fing around while having that cold slushy drink with tapioca balls a.k.a ZAGU, when all of a sudden, in the middle of laughing and drinking at the same time, you choked and the large tapioca ball a.k.a. PEARL got stuck in your nose? grabe.. i actually thought about that last night. sige nga? ano gagawin niy0?)~

TIME CHECK 4:48am
i can now see the sky -it has now lighten up. PATAY.

(YM <3)

viva f0rever..

2005-07-03T12:29:00.000-07:00

"hasta mañana always be mine.."

i was in the middle of boredome and insanity (hah..trust me this happens all the time..) when all of a sudden this song crossed my mind. not long enough i caught myself singin the song..

"viva forver i'll be waiting

everlasting like the sun

live forever for the moment

ever searching for the one.."

time flies by really fast.. so fast that my memories from years before seemed so new.. parang kailan lang diba? i had just sinished watching "The Notebo0k." grabe.. perfect example for the song.. i never thought that movie could move me that much. i was crying and smiling at the same time. grabe noh? the "magic" waiting could bring.. for some people, "waiting" didn't d0 them any go0d. wala silang napala sa kakahintay. but then for some, they made "waiting" their to0l to make what they want happen.

thank y0u spice girls. <3

sunset.

ayjaslabit.

2005-06-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

i got up at 8:00am t0 get ready for scho0l. dragged myself out of the house with my hair left unbrushed.. i went out not minding my left shoe untied that part of my fo0t comes out with every step i forcefully to0k. haaayy.. i can't believe i'm actually on my way to scho0l to get my report card, AND diploma if ever i passed every state exam that i to0k. the last time i remember, back in manila, my life temporarily end on the dreaded day. i w0uld wake up really nervous and get home earlier than i used to before my mom comes home from my scho0l.. either i pretend am in bed, or i would watch boring tv shows in my ro0m just so she w0uld think that i really know nothing about how my grades went. haaayyy.. how i hate those moments..

but this day was different..
JUNE 28,2005 was the day that officially made me a college student. naks! (feel na feel!!) i passed all the state exams that i to0k and finally got my diploma! (err.. special mention to mr.gildea for making me study my butt of by giving me loads of homework to study.. and to ms.bayeva for being such a nice teacher.. and to mr.ryder for making my entire year of US history fun--loaded with work nga lang. and to mr.buzzeo for his time and PATIENCE listening to my out of tune clarinet music. ) but honestly, going out of that scho0l for the last time made me a bit.. sad. ofcourse.. staying for a year still made me love that preztel smelling scho0l. hehehe.. so yun. my RFK days are over.

what now?? well, i'll be starting to go to quensborough comm. college (QCC) more often since i have to attend those english sessions.. darn. so expect more complaining entries from me.. hehe.. as of now, am enjoying my "no0n mornings" since tanghali nako magising.. minsan nga hapon pa eh.. and my "morning bedtimes.." kasi madaling araw nako kung matulog.

haaayy.. o0hh how i love being me.. (lalng.. i just wanted to say that.)

LISA FRANK?

gr0up hug!!

2005-06-24T10:24:00.000-07:00

after one long sweaty, stressfull, tiring, injury-filled, f0ul-giving, shot-blocking, series.. at last.. the NBA series of 2005 found its champion.. THE SAN ANTONIO SPURS BABY!! ahhhhhh!! they are now the w0rld champs of 2005! ahhhh!!! i can't get over it! am really happy for them.. hah! s0rry detroit fans!! (ano kayo?! sabi sa inyo mananalo kami eh! in your face rasheed wallace sakaling mabasa mo toh!)

haaayy.. c0ngrats my tony! (naks inangkin..) th0ugh i know almost everyone knows the rumor about you and eva longoria, (yung desperadong housewife..) i know its not true! kahit ikaw pa mismo umamin sa harap ko hindi paren ako maniniwalang kayo! as lindsey lohan's ann0ying song said,

" I'm tired of rumors starting...I'm tired of people lying "

haha! ay nako.. moving on.. i would like to thank, "timmy" duncan, manu, horry and c0ah pops.. (naks close..) als0, i would like to congratulate wh0 i think is the most luckiest spur.. (shit naka-dr0ga ba ko?) si NAZR mohammed. hell0? this guy was playing for the KNICKS (ay nako.. tae.) when the league started.. then what? akalain mong he was traded by the KNICKS for a dysfunctional player from the spurs?? tapos siya pagnagka ring ngayon. woah. talo pa niya si MARBURY. tsk tsk.. owell.. have to end this now.. baka madiscover nako nila barkley to be with them for the next conference.. haha.. congrats uli to the SAN ANTONIO SPURS! LABYU TONY PARKER! hehe.. cia0..

nga pala.. my aunt called from france.. astig. my parents are planning to send me and my sister there.. FRANCE?? woah.. ahhh.. TONY! pagnangyari yun ang radar naten anlapit na!!

NBA.. i <3>this game.

kulo inside.

2005-06-22T22:49:00.000-07:00

"hike up your skirt a little more..

and show your world t0 me.."

that was from "crash into me" by dave mathews.. i liked that song eversince i first heard it, but then i never knew the lyrics until now.. aba.. narealize ko. "nyeh? bastos pala.." i never understo0d what he was saying in the song but then thinking of the song being something about sex was never in my mind. (yeah right gels..) pero di nga.. because his voice sounded really metrosexual.. "what??" gets?? parang ambaetbaet nung boses.. naloko ako dun ah. etong si dave talaga oh.. (close..) nasa lo0b ang kulo.

IN MY HEAD: gosh.. am thinking of the colors that am gonna use for this entry.. nako.. ang hirap naman!! ano kaya pwede?

change topic.. lam niyo. i have this pr0blem that i believe is close from being serious. (naks.. critical ang lagay..) i tend to get really tired when i get home then when i take a nap, i wake up really late.. say, like mga.. 9pm? so then my night gets ruined and i feel all hyped and active during the night and i can't sleep when i have to0. gets? it's already 2:00am right now.. see what i mean? haaayy..

"when i've made up my mind

and my heart along with that

to live not for myself

but yet for God

somebody said

"d0 you know what you are getting yourself into"

et0 pa.. "im getting into you" by relient k.. i didn't know that the song was about God.. but then when i found out, i liked it more.. gets? people aren't making songs that say nice things anymore.. if its not about death, or being heartbroken, its about making out and SEX. hello?? lagi naman. turok. it's a go0d thing they still have songs like these.. nice.

"sh0 him mah mott0!" sprite.

tru blu r0utine

2005-06-16T16:29:00.000-07:00

the night before my regents exam, I vowed to sleep early to avoid falling asleep during the test the next day. the last time I took a "must pass" test (well, every test should be passed but then there are tests that even the thought of failing it ruins your day.) was last year. december4 when I to0k my SATs for my college application. sad to say I was slacking a bit that I fell asleep during the test. I had my eyes shut for 10mins. (woah.. what g0od samaritans.. those proctors didn't even bother to wake me up.) falling asleep during a test isn't new to me.. ever since i was back in Manila, for some reason my eyes just shut down whenever am in the middle of pouring *some knowledge that I gained in the dreaded yr. level colored paper. freshmen gets green test sheets, yellow for sophies and red for juniors-and from green to red, the best way to make me fall asleep is to present me the grammar test. hehe..
this morning, I woke up at 6:30 and got ready for scho0l. as expected, i slept late last night, having me drag myself (with added effort.) to the bathro0m. I left home at 7:40am, and just when i thought that nothing could be worse, the bus just went in front of me and left. (that bitchy lady bus driver again! everyone hates her..) in a normal day, it would take me 2o mins. to get to scho0l. this time, it took me 30. the test supposedly should start at 7:55am. i got there at 8:05am. hehe.. (pinoy time.) the moment i stepped in the ro0m, go0dthing i wasn't the only one that hasn't arrive, but talk about feirce classmates! they're eyes c0uld kill me! go0d thing the chairs were spread around the ro0m in a way that they were really far from each other. if not, omigosh..
i finished the test 20mins. earlier, gave my test sheets and left.. but before i got up, i did the famous "Gelina test routine" i would sit and stare straight, and not talk to anyone. Mr. Mulstay, (gym teacher.. grrr..) asked me if it was easy, and even him i had to shush.. i never talk to anyone right after i finish a test. hell0?? am giving my brain a rest here??! G0sH.. you made my brain think to0 much that it felt violated. at last day 1 of my regents exams are over.. 3 more days and its officially summer for me. yey.

jamaica mahhhn.

*0ops.. before i forget.. i had my haircut today. pucha ang mahal.

sino bahala?

2005-06-13T19:41:00.000-07:00

y0u may think that this is just one of my weird life questions, but that's for you to decide. whenever we say "bahala na," to whom do we really say it? sino ba talaga ang bahala? si Lord? si Batman? (weird pero why is batman in the picture?) is it ok to just leave it to anyone we want? like, bahala na si.. si sp0ngebob? bahala na si shrek? bahala na si ultraman? (hello? what's with me and ultraman? hehe..) bahala na si kris aquino? kuya germs? si bbq? si sinigang? bahala na si suman? si marlboro lights? si sunny orange?? SINO PA? bahala na si barbie? ang f4? ang backstreet boys? (woah.. i would never say that.)

pero sino ba talaga ang bahala?
bahala na si.. ashton kutcher? si voltes-V? si blue blink? si wesley? si nemo? bahala na ang pizza? ang police? ang tae? (o0ops..) si donald trump? si micheal jackson? si tracey mcgrady? bahala na si eminem? ang m&m's? at kahit sino pa ang sabihin naten.. di ba in the end.. tayo rin ang bahala sa lahat?

cmon guys.. sa busy ba naman ni Lord will we still depend everything on him? he needs rest..

coke.

fortunately for the unfortunate.

2005-06-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

ang buhay parang gulong.. minsan asa taas ka, minsan nman asa baba.-mj.
when you fall, there's no other way but to rise..
and just when i think that everything fallin apart, hah! that's just what you think--you're wr0ng. (imbento ko nanaman.)

waw.. as i go for the last days of scho0l, it seems that everything now is falling into place. am finally done with my economics work, my art project is done, i've already passed my english work so i don't have to do the essay she wanted. also, betty and me have been "bonding" these days.. and joebrielle and me are into "hanging out." (nauubusan nga lang ako ng pera.. hehe.) a lot of things have been happening, and am glad about it.. more pa? okei..sa YM, i met kuya! yung kuya ni s2 na mukang maangas at first pero i found out na hindi pala.. he was really nice and all, and mabenta pa.. (kaso sabi niya masbenta daw ako?? hehe.. clown ba.) plus, he has this cute baby. cute talaga. kaya pala cute na cute dun si s2. uhh.. what else? ay! how can i forget? i met someone in YM who has the same namen as mine! gelina din sha.. stig. she's pinay pero taga australia.
and guess what?? the ever cute as always bernie villareal turned out to be joebrielle's friend.. (indi pa yun yung exciting part.. sige basa pa..).. i found out that we'll be going to the same college.. (notice that i didn't react? kala nyo lang! halos sumabog ako nung i found out. kaso syempre hindi pwedeng i-expose ang feelings.. hehe..)

so far, these are the things that's been happening, fortunately, for the unfortunate me. (naks nagryhme pa.)
ay anong color toh? obvious ba? kulay ni mcd0.

greEns0ng

2005-06-07T20:58:00.000-07:00

in english class, we have this project that's music related. each of us should pick any song, (well except for songs that have explicit lyrics and encourages sex and the use of guns and crack--and weed, and songs that has no other word but baby.) when we were done presenting, some of my classmates to0k out his iPOD and plug it to the pc. they told us to listen to the song since we will really love it. (sabi nila.. so ako.. fine fine.. sana hindi hiphop.)
"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go"
nako.. for a moment i felt like cracking up.. why? 'cause i remembered this sort of "quiz" that kids usually do on each other.. you answer questions then the answers tell your personality.. yung you have to name 3 songs, basta yun. i remembered i answered the song "time of your life" then the results said that it would be the song when i die.. haha! instead of being scared, i kinda to0k it seriously.. kung iisipin yung lyrics.. pwede ngang pamburol.
noh? but then i felt sorry for my classmates. the day of graduation would mean a lot for them. syempre this would be the day when they would really take things a bit seriously.. college na so malamang kanya kanyang decisions na. haayy.. my friends were really sad. as for me? hehe.. ako? magdadrama? ulo0oo0ol.. deins noh.. (w0ah.. it's been quite a while since i last used that term.. "deins?" waw. merville days.) ewan. for some weird reason, i don't mind not being able to attend graduation. ewan. yes I'am aware that its one of those once in-a -lifetime experience, but maybe, not all people experience every once-in-a-lifetime thing.. isa nako dun, pero ayos lang. haaayy.. that's life.. we can't do anything about it. walang explanations, walang pr0oofs, walang equation to help you do better. walang practice practice. everything's on the spot, kaya nman..

"..It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life."

kulay ng starbucks. hehe..

elitista.

2005-06-05T14:44:00.000-07:00

okey due to public demand.. (naks.. actually isa lng nga ang nagdemand eh..) eh since napaka lakas niya saken, naggive-in naren ako.. eto na poh.. melai, pssst! since you were lo0king for your pretty pic, (hehe..) eto na.. and since i help in promoting equality to humankind, (naks parang tatakbo..) i got lanie and karen's pictures naren.

GUYS GUYS:
these are my closest galpals in the whole wide universe. hehe.. see how much we've grown?-- i mean, grown as in lumaki, nagmature.. indi tumangkad. hehe.. who would've thought that these four "bright minds," not to mention, they're "way above super" skills in "pagproproject" (e.g. smiling in front of mirrors, complete with my "1,2,3... chick!, our sukat to the slightest inch of smile in front of every camphone, my love for all those bodyscrub,bodywash,bodysalt that i let my friends have..etc.) would one day meet each other and be the "bestest" of friends? haaayy.. if it weren't for my curiousity on how the meatfactory at the back of melai's house looked like uhh.. 9yrs. ago? maybe, it would change my whole merville life. i may not know karen, na bestfriend ni melai wh0 lived just beside their house back then. (nasa LA na kasi.) 0h well, so ito kaming apat.
ang kulay ng MERVILLE.

sunog.

2005-06-04T19:54:00.000-07:00

think of a song that you really like. a song that helps make your day when you hear it. the song that often times "nakakaLSS." katuwa noh? well what if that song just not "fits" y0u? your life? sample ba gusto niyo? fine fine.. eto, CANDYSHOP. whenever i hear it, i can't help but nod to the beat. gets? pero kahit nasty yung lyrics and i hate it, i like the song. weird? eto pa.. favorite song ko ngyon, HANDSDOWN. i like everything about this song, lyrics and all, kaso i can't relate to it. isn't it go0d to have a song that really tells something about you? yung every line that comes out just hits the spot? kaso in my place, hindi.

i was reading a story in the candy forums awhile ago. then it mentioned the song BURNOUT. yung kanta ng sugarfee? in the story, the girl was reading her "sort of boyfriend to be's" journal when he was in korea competing for taekwondo. the guy left her and went to study somewhere-- basta out of the country.. (LDR ba daw..) while she was reading, she had the SUGARFREE cd playing.. lalng.. when she finished reading, she noticed that the cd was playing BURNOUT. "o kay tagal din kitang minahal.." sakto sa kanya. which made me wonder.. ako kaya? kelan at kanino ko kaya makakanta yun with meaning? (nako.. sensha na, i'm definitely in my curious mode)

..diba?

this guys.. is the color of WATER.

the 6th degree.

2005-06-03T13:35:00.000-07:00

d0 you know that every person in this world are connected til the 6th degree? imagine the world being a big giant friendster. every person is related. he's a friend of my friend's friend.. yadda yadda yadda.. d0 it 6 times and viola! you'll see that everyone 's connected with each other. in the real world, when you know a lot of people, you may think that the world is getting smaller for you.. "small world" as we would always say. the last time that i thought about the "small world theory" was when our family met miko's family. it turned out that she was from CSA before and she came to merville a couple of times. i have no idea that she was the girl that melai was talking about before. now that am here in new york, weird pero chka ko pa sha nakilala since often times we see each other in belve. (labo noh?) well, the same thing happened today. i was checking my email when there's this sms (as in text messeging-not the scho0l.) mail that came. ok, this may sound lame but one of my friends kept on sending me this sms invitation to join the sms thing so since joining would make him stop sending me invitations and all that, i gave in and joined. it turned out that every person could see your account pala. (malay ko ba.) so when i opened the email, it said that i have some friend requests that need to be confirmed so i clicked the link and see who they are.. (honestly hindi ko talaga kilala yung mga taong yun. pano naman kasi mga iba iba nationality ng mga loko. so ako accept lng ng accept. indi ko naman sila ittext so i don't care.) grabe.. i had 4 request.. then guess what?! one of those was the guy who goes to my scho0l. woah. anlupet. nakasabay ko pa sha sa bus on my way home kanina lang. kaya pala napatingin siya saken when i got in the bus. wlangya. small world.

no guys, this ain't a christmas theme.. i call it..

"strawberry"

i g0 unlimited.

2005-06-02T13:35:00.000-07:00

sori guys if i've been slacking up lately, and i wasn't in the mo0d to make a new entry the past days. so far, i've done a lot of changing in my blog. see? one day you see the background, next day you don't. i need to learn more codes about it, so i figured i would just take it out since we readers (shmpre binabasa ko din blog ko..) can't see the letters clearly. me and chiqui are in full blast diet routine now. (gosh.. what i said just didn't make any sense. basta diet kame ngayon.. you get the point.) why-y0u ask? coz, the sun's comin out after all these long dull breezy months.. which means, that we won't have any jackets to put on in case we're gaining a little weight. malalantad na lahat. i don't eat breakfast, (which i know is bad, pero sanay na talaga ko dun. i never it breakfast eversince back in my 24carmelite mansion. -haha.. ) and i don't eat scho0lfo0d either kasi the food's starting t0 get gross.. and i don't have the time f0r dinner also because i sleep after i get home so when i wake up, nba na kaya mannood nako ng tv. hehe.. si chiqui diet na ren.. the first day of her diet she bought whipped cream and caramel.. (w0ah.. ibang klase.) uhh.. what else.. scho0l's both fun and boring these days. fun since i finally got along with quite alot of people.. (shmpre new comer. ang hirap.) but it's gettin boring also cause we're weeks away from summer. if i was trying hard to drag myself to scho0l every morning before, ngyon, i drag myself twice as hard na ata. hehe.. all i want is to finish this and to recieve my diploma and am done. nga pala guys, i won't be marching in graduation. basta.. haayy.. these following days i expect to sleep a bit earlier and to do more things. i have to catch up with alot of work since i've been absent a lot of times. hehe.. kaya naman this following days, i go unlimited.

and there you have it guys.. the rainb0w.

jeff corwin experience

2005-05-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

wo0ot! am back.. after a weird week. first, the placement test, then, our ym got deleted (by me..) then, we went to connecticut last friday. overnight nga lang.. it was fun.. (as always..) i spent the day, with my cousins, bianca chesca and "wiji" (luigi kasi.) hehe.. t0do fun to be with kids kasi yung mga yun. the 3 of them reminds me of us 3, (ako, chiqui and jay) when we were they're age. lalng.. i see myself in bianca, chiqui, in chesca and si wiji parang si jay. katuwa. we went to the "aquarium" (hindi ko lam tawag kasi.) where we saw a lot of sea animals. there were whales, and sharks, then i saw penguins, and we watched a sea lion show. astig. i felt like a kid again. narealize ko nlng i was clapping with the little kids naren when the show was over. (nyah?! bumigay nko.) then, i saw sting rays.. and i had the chance to touch them! grabi! astig since at first i was a bit scared. i was afraid that it would just sting me. pero hindi. it turned out na kind naman sila sken. you know how it felt? it was wet, and rubbery then slippery.. (yak!) but it was worth it! aba! ako lang ang nkahawak ng sting ray sa family ko! hah! then, wiji and me had several bonding sessions during our stay. hehe.. madalas kasi i kept on bothering him while he was playing videogames. (yan yung picture.) i also have pictures of my other cousins kas0 their in my phone. i have to get the sidekicke features pa before i could send it on the internet. next tym nalng. please people.. that picture was only posted for you to see my cousin. not me. awrayt.. so i apologize kung i again looked like crap in that picture. hehe.. hehe.. am makin my blog colorful na.. honestly, am hating the font size. i dunno, i just can't change it to "small" kaya ayan.. this is the "normal" size. anlaki mashado.

X ako.

2005-05-26T22:08:00.000-07:00

hi! finally! we,(woah.. why d0 i always have to share the credit? we?) owell, talkshit aside, chiqui, was able to figure out how to download yahoo messenger to our pc. kasi nman noh.. ang magaling na bida.. (sino nga ba uli? tama. AKO.) chiqui tried to upgrade our YM by getting the YM BETA.. kaso, our pc kept on freezing and i don't think it'll help us in any way. hello?? phone calls? eh u also have to activate your speakers and mics before you could actually "call." whatever.. isn't that called voice chat to0? mukang parehas lng nman.. so with those realizations in mind.. (naks. in mind ah?? tlga lng..) i decided to delete the YM in our pc, then download the classic ym back.. kaso, our pc probably got mad. hehe.. kasi ayaw na magdownload! gosh.. i was completely shattered!! parang adik na nawalan ng drugs, parang yung ninja turtles na nasiraan ng shell, parang si spongebob na ginamit sa plato, parang si ultraman na nawalan ng lakas. (ultraman? cmon.. may masbabaduy pa ba dun?) owell.. but thnx to utol chiqui, we were able to log in to YM again! yehey! oi nga pla, bout the placement test that i took? yung essay part.. okey lng.. the reading part was ok to0.. i think the only problem i may have is the math part. grabi. no calculators kasi tpos indi ko pa alam kng ano yun.. so pinaubaya ko nlng kay Kuya Jess. woah.. guys! i just watch star wars the revenge of the sith. grabi.. it makes me want to buy those light sabers! haha.. i never understood those kind of films.. but this was different.. naintindihan ko tlga.. (pinilit ko nga lng sarili ko..) am not a star wars fan.. the only reason i watched this is because am so fed up with movies with happy endings.. the movies i last watched, were love actually, kicking and screaming, and cinderella story(grbi.. ano ba yun?) so i really want to go check this movie out.. am plus, my curiuosity on how anakin will turn to the "darkside" (awo0ooo00!) ganda.. now i know how he came to the darkside! hah! beat that! co0l nako sa wakas! (yess..)

wer u?

2005-05-25T15:26:00.000-07:00

i had a dream..
i was with jeobriel in flushing (china town.) and we were eating no0dles. i got in the bus (Q44) and got off somewhere near the Molloy High Scho0l. i wanted to0 buy something from the deli stores (na karamihan bumbay ang may ari..) so i crossed the st. (it was a big street mind you.. achievement?? hehe..) i bought what i wanted, then left. i had the dentyne reds in my mouth (gum na cinnamon flavor. lalng.) while i was walking. i decided not to take the route i made earlier since i wanted to "explore" the place.. so i kept on walking.. and walking.. and walking.. in the sidewalks, in the middle of the street, i kept on crossing the road to look at the nice gardens that some houses have. am still chewing the gum.. i passed my familiar houses.. then i kept on walking. it never occurred to me that i was lost. after a few minutes, i was still walking, with my gum in my mouth, and with no idea where i am. i was lost. as soon as i see brick bldgs., i go to where they were hoping to be familiar with the place.. but then houses here are all the keysame. it took me 45mins. to find my way home. am still chewing my gum.. as soon as i saw our house, ahhh! sanctuary!!! i wanted to kneel and hold my hands up high. salamat. g0sh.. i was looking for my house keys.. (naks house keys.. te-arts! eh yan lng nman ang susi mo! house s ka pa jan.. bket may car keys ba? wala.. tae.) i accidentally bit my lip. (umilag yung chewing gum.) aray! then the gum tasted like blo0d. nyak.. ansakit. hindi pla toh dream. toto0 na pala.

jedi master.

2005-05-21T21:33:00.000-07:00

ahhhh!!! *runs in slow mo..* ahhhh!!! *still running.. (slow mo nga eh..) *blag! (tumama sa table ng pc.. unconscious. nagising.) phew! s0.. what d0 ya guys think bout my new blog? ha?? hehe.. remember that pic? i posted that in one of my entries before.. i wanted to change my blog's lo0k.. so there.. now my blog just had a make-over.. hehe.. "watermelon style.." i dunno.. it lo0ks like a watermelon to me.. (like the colors.. ) ei guys.. nga pla.. this week, i was absent for 3 days.. i dunno.. i just wasn't feeling "well." gets? katamad grabe.. and i had to do my economics project.. gosh.. last thursday, i slept at 4am.. (friday na yun.) then i had to wake up at 6am. (not to get ready for scho0l, but to finish a project due that day to0.. ) that week that i was absent for 3 days, and went to scho0l for 2 days, one of those days late pa ko.. hehe.. so next week i have to make-up work that i missed in my art class.. badshot nko kay ms. phillips.. she might think.. "ano ba nman tong batang toh. gustong maging art teacher eh panay ang absent tuwing art. taeng bata." my economics project was fun to do, (woah.. that's the first positive thought that came out from me about economics..) but it was mad HELL. (nyah! panira..) here's what were supposed to do, we have to think of a place where we would spend our honeymoon DREAM vacation for 2 weeks.. (bigtym eh noh?) so all we have to do is list all our, (meaning me and my BIGTYM[ it's a must.] husband) expenses.. guess where am goin? hah! am goin to HAWAII BABY!! oyeah! grabi.. i have no idea how much it cost since the plane tickets alone cost $2 ,700. grabe after i found out how much it would cost? ayoko na ikasal. (well, fine i take it back. gusto ko pren. pero sa mayaman at handang gumastos nalng..) although i had a headache after doing my project, (since i was starin at the pc for like the whole afternoon--grabi lalong pinaliit ang dwarf eyes ko.) wait.. go0d news people.. i got into La Guardia College to0.. hehe.. pero i doubt if am goin there.. kasi wlang art teacher major ata dun.. hehe.. (talagang iffollow ko heart ko this time.. i have no idea kung this is the first time that i really did what i really wanted to do. as in no doubts whats0ever.. ewan.. sa lahat nman ng asa puso ko pagtea-teacher pa. tanginang buhay.) another g0ods news! well, i had no idea that on this very day, (te-arts.) may21,2005 is aredi a yr. after we came hir for the very first freakin time. grabi. 1 year na pla ko sa nyc. haaayy.. so does that mean am aredi adjusted with all the crapness chuvaness kalechehan things that they do here? well.. kinda. but one thing's fo 'sho.. (yak!!) master paren ako pagdating sa pagmumura!! hell yeah!! tangina sa lahat ng co0l sa mundo!! (ayun sample.)

the fantastic 0ne.

2005-05-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

hi guys.. it's 8am here.. right now i should be already in scho0l.. kaso i need to "take care" of some "important" things kaya i figured not to go to scho0l... am gonna leave the house at around 10am.. here's what i would be doing for the day..
these are for my college papers.

g0 to parson's to get my health papers signed by the dr.
call 1800-something... t0 go get scheduled for ah placement test..

now, these are because 0f cramming

d0 my economics major project
my us history hw
scan my economics hw and send it mr.gildea's email.. (nyah.. close..)

and..

i need to call t-mobile to get my phone gprs apn chuvanes fixed.. (aba aba.. halatang bang kelangan ko ng attention? kng sino sinong kinakausap ko..)

there.. and am hoping to finish them all by today.. that's why i won't be able to go to scho0l. plus, juan won't be there so whatever..(nyah.. te-arts mo gels.) also, i might not be able to log-in ym till next week.. since am really as of now drowning in all the work my teachers gave me.. so ayun.. tsk tsk.. (sensha na sa mga ym fans ko jan.. nyah?!) till here.. i have to go get dressed na.. sibat nako.. (oist guys hug ko nman jan! hehe..)

superman syndrome.

2005-05-10T12:46:00.000-07:00

"that won't happen to me."

why do kids today act like they're to0 invincible? whenever they d0 silly things, they never think about the consequences coming their way.. or if they do, they always point on the other person.. "people who get caught are the weak ones.." or, "that's them not me.." but guess what.. almost every person thinks that way. people, especially teens have this "superman syndrome." its when we think that we're capable in doing so many things.. we act like superheroes.. mind y0u people.. we're not. the thought of this came to me while i was on my way home from scho0l. a few months after i found out that my friend had a guy, a few weeks after i found out that she was no longer a virgin, and today, when she came to me freakin out telling me that she's delayed.

guys guys, she to0 once told me that being pregnant was next to impossible for her. a lot of these incidents had been happening.. and were lucky that we've never gone through such drastic moments.. "pero hihintayin pa ba nating satin mangyari yun?" people, i know that in some cases there are times when we need to follow our hearts, and yeah i understand.. "pero sana paki gamit din ang utak." d0n't rush into things.. were are still young guys.. don't worry.. one day we'll get there.. it's just not now.

live-action.

2005-05-04T14:20:00.000-07:00

*runs t0 the pc.. running.. running.. still running.. (almost there.) SEYB! (remember when we use t0 play hide and seek? hehe..) woah w0ah w0ah.. atlast.. i'am actually typing my entry after 4 days? i had t0 do so many things these past days. i was so occupied that it prevented me from using the internet. i did my daily house duties.. cleaning our room, my brother's r0om, washing dishes, putting everything int0 place, d0ing the laundry and making last minute fried eggs and toasted bread for my brother wh0 has a weird eating schedule. after doing all those things, g0sh.. (hindi ako de-baterya mommy, daddy..) i would just lay down in the couch and fall asleep while watching whatever's on tv. by the time i get up, either i have to d0 my homework, or watch nba, or law and order svu, but often times i always end up doing everything at the same time. then, when everything seemed t0 be at peace, (meaning my dad's already in bed, and my brother had gone to sleep and finally had stopped bothering me.) g0sh.. oh no00oOo0hhh!! i was fo0led..i forgot that my sister still exists and will d0 anything to.. well.. annoy me? urggghh.. why the hell did God forget to include the "shut-down button" in every human being?? sana meron.. para paggusto ko ng katahimikan, eh may pipindutin ako tpos.. *(pc sound..) gelina is now shutting d0wn..* then.. blackout. tapos. BUT NO.. (haba ng intro noh?)

but enough of my daily "sick" routine.. let us n0w loOk at the brightside! *game.. people.. look at my pics.. hehe.. yun nga ang dark side eh..* one crappy night, while i was cooking.. (take note.. cooking ) scramblled eggs and ham.. (night ah.. pero breakfast meals kami.. waw.) my dad got home and handed me a large envelope.. "wh0a wh0a wh0a.. what d0 we have here? queensborough college?" hehe.. oyeah.. i g0t accepted in qcc.. (queensborough community college) (heller?? wala ba kayong mga kamay?? palakpak nman jan.. mga congrats messges nyo sa tagboard nlng ah?? hug ko na rin..) oowiieee for mee! even if I got kind of hectic all of a sudden, since my attention was so drawn to this whole college bound thing, well.. i'm kind of doing a little better in my studies.. nyeh?! (*angTV pronounciation..) shempre.. now that i've got a scho0l to go to, hehe.. feeling na ty0.. hehe.. (mga comments ah.. tagboard..)

uhh.. what else.. let me see.. uhhmmm... (thinking.. ..real hard.) o0oh! my brother joined the basketball team. (the story about it was in the entry before this.) he'll be having a game this friday and the following day.. bigtym 'coz his team will be sponsorin' the uniform PLUS the sh0es.. wh0a..

well.. that'll be it.. ayy.. pahab0l pa.. my birthday will be comin already. uhh.. sa monday.. may9.. (mga babati jan. sa tagboard nalang okaya magcomment nlng kyo.. hehe.. kulit ba? napaghahalatang wlang kaibigan? nyahaha.. ulol.) lalng.. juss letting you guys know that.. i d0 have a birthday.. d0n't worry guys.. someday i'll grow up.. (mentally sana noh?) peace.

last.. well.. sorry for the out of topic entry titles that i think of.. well, for your inf0, mahirap magisip ng title.. (baka makalimutan ko.. mga comment nga pla.. tagboard or sa post comments nlng ah.. )